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Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.
make sure to always calculate the dose. 4 drops could have already been quite high
 
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It's all about the concentration; the 35ml of euthasol you have is equivalent of 13.6 grams of N ( 35ml x 390mg/ml ) which is more than enough to do the job on its own. That's a bit more than the 200ml Serena has.
Ugh god I can't think through the severe brain fog thank you for doing this simple math for me im a fucking idiot 😞
make sure to always calculate the dose. 4 drops could have already been quite high
I'd have to go by what is standard vet euthasol concentration i guess. I do knock out with 2 drops honestly it replaces my need for 0.125 mg benzo tjat I still need to take everyday 😞
 
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Ugh god I can't think through the severe brain fog thank you for doing this simple math for me im a fucking idiot 😞

I'd have to go by what is standard vet euthasol concentration i guess. I do knock out with 2 drops honestly it replaces my need for 0.125 mg benzo tjat I still need to take everyday 😞
Be careful with that stuff, it creates tolerance and addiction very fast. An old friend of mine had problems with it before CTB.

Otherwise, I'm in the same boat as you, I have my N bottle (200mg/ml), but the chemicals added (probably isopropyl alcohol) to avoid oral ingestion makes me doubt strongly about my ability to drink it, that's why I thought about the possibility of using it anally.
 
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Be careful with that stuff, it creates tolerance and addiction very fast. An old friend of mine had problems with it before CTB.

Otherwise, I'm in the same boat as you, I have my N bottle (200mg/ml), but the chemicals added (probably isopropyl alcohol) to avoid oral ingestion makes me doubt strongly about my ability to drink it, that's why I thought about the possibility of using it anally.
Don't worry I don't take it regularly. I do quite like the effects of it though- and that is how I know it'll be okay for the day of reckoning.

You said "probably isopropyl alcohol"- tjat would make sense perhaps another chemical agent as well. Did you do a PH test strip? I may post a test strip on here to show all of you it was quite alkaline
 
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Bem, a Serena respondeu à minha publicação há alguns dias dizendo que não sabe se frascos de 60 ml são suficientes. Ela citou algo (estranho a princípio, já que à primeira vista parecia propaganda nazista sobre "a solução final", mas vou dar a ela o benefício da dúvida de que a tradução para o português é ruim) que 200 ml seriam o ideal. Mas eu não sei como calcular a concentração do Euthasol — ele me foi dado em outro frasco de Euthasol, dividido em dois frascos de 35 ml. Confio na pessoa que me deu. Mas me pergunto se devo misturar SN com ele, caso não tenha o suficiente. E sim, talvez algum tipo de líquido para atenuar o gosto horrível.


Quanto à Pegasos, me inscrevi há 3 anos. Não queria pagar uma taxa não reembolsável de 6 mil dólares só para conversar com a equipe. Eles até aprovaram minha inscrição inicialmente, depois de conversarem com aquele cara, Damien, sobre meu caso de negligência médica, mas quem sabe o que ele teria me pedido depois. Acho injusto que peçam consentimento às famílias, já que não fomos convidados a nascer lá. E ainda cobram taxas tão exorbitantes.

Well, since I'm using a translator, I'm not sure if you understood what I meant. I bought four 50 ml bottles of "N"; the label states that 100 ml corresponds to 6.5 g of pentobarbital, so that means I have a total of 13 g, right? In the book *The Final Exit* by Derek Humphry—which has absolutely nothing to do with the Nazis—he justifies, advocates for, and explains euthanasia methods; it states there that 9 g of pentobarbital is sufficient for the procedure, so 13 g should certainly do the trick... If you have any other questions about my comment, just ask, okay? 😉🤝
I think someone in a PPH story mixed it with alcohol?
I'm going to mix it with 20 ml or more of an alcoholic beverage... based on my research and the book I read, it helps boost the effect!
Well Serena just replied to my post a few days ago saying she doesn't know if 60ml bottles is enough. She was citing something(strange at first since at first glance said "the final solution" Nazi propoganda but I'll give her the benefit of the doubt that it's poorly translated in Portuguese) 200ml would be best. But I don't know how to really calculate the concentration of euthasol- it was given to me via another bottle of euthasol, poured into two 35ml bottles. I trust tje person who gave this to me. But I wonder if I should be mixing SN with it just in case I don't have enough. And yes perhaps some kind of chaser to dilute the awful taste.


As far as pegasos. I applies 3 years ago. I didn't want to pay 6k non refundable fee just to get to talk to the team. They did approve me at first though with talking to that guy Damien about my medical malpractice- but who knows what he would have asked me for. I don't feel like they should be asking families for consent when we were not asked to be born here. And if they take such inflated fees.
Well, since I'm using a translator, I'm not sure if you understood what I meant. I bought four 50 ml bottles of "N"; the label states that 100 ml corresponds to 6.5 g of pentobarbital, so that means I have a total of 13 g, right? In the book *The Final Exit* by Derek Humphry—which has absolutely nothing to do with the Nazis—he justifies, advocates for, and explains euthanasia methods; it states there that 9 g of pentobarbital is sufficient for the procedure, so 13 g should certainly do the trick... If you have any other questions about my comment, just ask, okay? 😉🤝
It's all about the concentration; the 35ml of euthasol you have is equivalent of 13.6 grams of N ( 35ml x 390mg/ml ) which is more than enough to do the job on its own. That's a bit more than the 200ml Serena has.
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Well Serena just replied to my post a few days ago saying she doesn't know if 60ml bottles is enough. She was citing something(strange at first since at first glance said "the final solution" Nazi propoganda but I'll give her the benefit of the doubt that it's poorly translated in Portuguese) 200ml would be best. But I don't know how to really calculate the concentration of euthasol- it was given to me via another bottle of euthasol, poured into two 35ml bottles. I trust tje person who gave this to me. But I wonder if I should be mixing SN with it just in case I don't have enough. And yes perhaps some kind of chaser to dilute the awful taste.


As far as pegasos. I applies 3 years ago. I didn't want to pay 6k non refundable fee just to get to talk to the team. They did approve me at first though with talking to that guy Damien about my medical malpractice- but who knows what he would have asked me for. I don't feel like they should be asking families for consent when we were not asked to be born here. And if they take such inflated fees.
Well, since I'm using a translator, I'm not sure if you understood what I meant. I bought four 50 ml bottles of "N"; the label states that 100 ml corresponds to 6.5 g of pentobarbital, so that means I have a total of 13 g, right? In the book *The Final Exit* by Derek Humphry—which has absolutely nothing to do with the Nazis—he justifies, advocates for, and explains euthanasia methods; it states there that 9 g of pentobarbital is sufficient for the procedure, so 13 g should certainly do the trick... If you have any other questions about my comment, just ask, okay? 😉🤝
It's all about the concentration; the 35ml of euthasol you have is equivalent of 13.6 grams of N ( 35ml x 390mg/ml ) which is more than enough to do the job on its own. That's a bit more than the 200ml Serena has.
Yessss 👏👏
 

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Well, since I'm using a translator, I'm not sure if you understood what I meant. I bought four 50 ml bottles of "N"; the label states that 100 ml corresponds to 6.5 g of pentobarbital, so that means I have a total of 13 g, right? In the book *The Final Exit* by Derek Humphry—which has absolutely nothing to do with the Nazis—he justifies, advocates for, and explains euthanasia methods; it states there that 9 g of pentobarbital is sufficient for the procedure, so 13 g should certainly do the trick... If you have any other questions about my comment, just ask, okay? 😉🤝

I'm going to mix it with 20 ml or more of an alcoholic beverage... based on my research and the book I read, it helps boost the effect!

Well, since I'm using a translator, I'm not sure if you understood what I meant. I bought four 50 ml bottles of "N"; the label states that 100 ml corresponds to 6.5 g of pentobarbital, so that means I have a total of 13 g, right? In the book *The Final Exit* by Derek Humphry—which has absolutely nothing to do with the Nazis—he justifies, advocates for, and explains euthanasia methods; it states there that 9 g of pentobarbital is sufficient for the procedure, so 13 g should certainly do the trick... If you have any other questions about my comment, just ask, okay? 😉🤝

Yessss 👏👏

Well, since I'm using a translator, I'm not sure if you understood what I meant. I bought four 50 ml bottles of "N"; the label states that 100 ml corresponds to 6.5 g of pentobarbital, so that means I have a total of 13 g, right? In the book *The Final Exit* by Derek Humphry—which has absolutely nothing to do with the Nazis—he justifies, advocates for, and explains euthanasia methods; it states there that 9 g of pentobarbital is sufficient for the procedure, so 13 g should certainly do the trick... If you have any other questions about my comment, just ask, okay? 😉🤝

Yessss 👏👏
Hi Serena. I am sorry for the miscommunication. I surely did not think that you actually were referencing such a thing. Thank you for all your support via information. I really hope you reconsider, at least for a while since im pretty sure the euthasol doesn't degrade. You and I have a good insurance policy though, worse comes to worst. Much love and hugs 🫂💕
 
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