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Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.
make sure to always calculate the dose. 4 drops could have already been quite high
 

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