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Yes veterinary use pentobarbital.
So last night I put about 4 drops under my tongue and quickly downed ice water with it. I passed out within 20 min and had a very deep sleep. Mind you prior to taking it I was having panic attacks and very wound up so my body probably already was tired, but I do not sleep easily as my gaba receptors have been semi permanently damaged by psych meds over the years.

So yeah, about 20-30 min i was out like a light. I did dream

Well probably some medical complications if somehow it does not kill me. It's why I am going out of my way to get a DNR.
make sure to always calculate the dose. 4 drops could have already been quite high
 
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It's all about the concentration; the 35ml of euthasol you have is equivalent of 13.6 grams of N ( 35ml x 390mg/ml ) which is more than enough to do the job on its own. That's a bit more than the 200ml Serena has.
Ugh god I can't think through the severe brain fog thank you for doing this simple math for me im a fucking idiot 😞
make sure to always calculate the dose. 4 drops could have already been quite high
I'd have to go by what is standard vet euthasol concentration i guess. I do knock out with 2 drops honestly it replaces my need for 0.125 mg benzo tjat I still need to take everyday 😞
 
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Ugh god I can't think through the severe brain fog thank you for doing this simple math for me im a fucking idiot 😞

I'd have to go by what is standard vet euthasol concentration i guess. I do knock out with 2 drops honestly it replaces my need for 0.125 mg benzo tjat I still need to take everyday 😞
Be careful with that stuff, it creates tolerance and addiction very fast. An old friend of mine had problems with it before CTB.

Otherwise, I'm in the same boat as you, I have my N bottle (200mg/ml), but the chemicals added (probably isopropyl alcohol) to avoid oral ingestion makes me doubt strongly about my ability to drink it, that's why I thought about the possibility of using it anally.
 
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Be careful with that stuff, it creates tolerance and addiction very fast. An old friend of mine had problems with it before CTB.

Otherwise, I'm in the same boat as you, I have my N bottle (200mg/ml), but the chemicals added (probably isopropyl alcohol) to avoid oral ingestion makes me doubt strongly about my ability to drink it, that's why I thought about the possibility of using it anally.
Don't worry I don't take it regularly. I do quite like the effects of it though- and that is how I know it'll be okay for the day of reckoning.

You said "probably isopropyl alcohol"- tjat would make sense perhaps another chemical agent as well. Did you do a PH test strip? I may post a test strip on here to show all of you it was quite alkaline
 

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