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mordumfan

mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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So there's a popular local spot near me, only a few people have ctb there before, probably about five actually. Though it is a relatively small town. Anyways, jumping down there is almost certain death. Not only is it a cliff, the bottom is shaped so weirdly it's almost surrounded just by rocks, so the water crashes up to the 40m lookout point in swirls. It kind of has a washing machine affect. Extremely rocky.

Anyways, I have accepted death as something that is an unfortunate event. Maybe I am ignorant? Or I've simply been desensitized to death completely. Which I don't think is a bad thing. Killing yourself is hard. Half of the challenge is probably working yourself up to do it, and the other half is actually dying and not living through the event with a permanent disability. Which would be my worst nightmare.

But I would very much appreciate someone smarter than me to tell me what they think. A 40m jump into aerated water/rocks. As it's actually very hard to tell how rocky it is at the bottom. But there's alooooot of rocks. Anyways, if I don't die from the force I'm assuming I will drown//get shredded and thrown into the rocks (as i said before, it's like a washing machine.)
 
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HNR_

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If you're afraid of that or, instead, drown while incapacitated (which doesn't sound unlikely but I haven't done the math to know what the threshold is), I'd say either change your method or reconsider where you want to CTB

For instance, I've read here that most people who jumped from the Golden Gate bridge (67 meter fall) did die but not all of them (less than two percent) so I find a spot so ridiculously high that, pardon the pun, it'll be overkill, over a hundred meter fall kind of overkill lol
 
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so I find a spot so ridiculously high that, pardon the pun, it'll be overkill, over a hundred meter fall kind of overkill lol
People have fallen out of airplanes without a parachute and survived. A jumping place with a 100% guarantee of death does not exist.
 
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HNR_

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May 21, 2026
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People have fallen out of airplanes without a parachute and survived. A jumping place with a 100% guarantee of death does not exist.
By falling in some trees...not head first on the goddamn pavement or on some rocks....

We've had this convo before
 
mordumfan

mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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If you're afraid of that or, instead, drown while incapacitated (which doesn't sound unlikely but I haven't done the math to know what the threshold is), I'd say either change your method or reconsider where you want to CTB

For instance, I've read here that most people who jumped from the Golden Gate bridge (67 meter fall) did die but not all of them (less than two percent) so I find a spot so ridiculously high that, pardon the pun, it'll be overkill, over a hundred meter fall kind of overkill lol

Well my only problem with the comparison to the Golden Gate Bridge is that it's just a bridge over water. The thing I *plan* to jump off is basically into a shallow washing machine. I would really like to show a photo but I don't wanna expose where I live :( … there are no instances of anyone surviving coming out of it so at least if i do jump I most likely will die.. hmmmmmmm
 
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Well my only problem with the comparison to the Golden Gate Bridge is that it's just a bridge over water. The thing I *plan* to jump off is basically into a shallow washing machine. I would really like to show a photo but I don't wanna expose where I live :( … there are no instances of anyone surviving coming out of it so at least if i do jump I most likely will die.. hmmmmmmm
My spot is a bridge 64 meters, sea at the impact. One death by month since years, no survivors registered. It's a well known spot to ctb. So jumping is a little random but i think gathering informations to know how it works spot by spot is better than only rely on how many meters and what is the surface of the impact, in my opinion.
 
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