mordumfan
angel
- Aug 12, 2025
- 67
So there's a popular local spot near me, only a few people have ctb there before, probably about five actually. Though it is a relatively small town. Anyways, jumping down there is almost certain death. Not only is it a cliff, the bottom is shaped so weirdly it's almost surrounded just by rocks, so the water crashes up to the 40m lookout point in swirls. It kind of has a washing machine affect. Extremely rocky.
Anyways, I have accepted death as something that is an unfortunate event. Maybe I am ignorant? Or I've simply been desensitized to death completely. Which I don't think is a bad thing. Killing yourself is hard. Half of the challenge is probably working yourself up to do it, and the other half is actually dying and not living through the event with a permanent disability. Which would be my worst nightmare.
But I would very much appreciate someone smarter than me to tell me what they think. A 40m jump into aerated water/rocks. As it's actually very hard to tell how rocky it is at the bottom. But there's alooooot of rocks. Anyways, if I don't die from the force I'm assuming I will drown//get shredded and thrown into the rocks (as i said before, it's like a washing machine.)
Anyways, I have accepted death as something that is an unfortunate event. Maybe I am ignorant? Or I've simply been desensitized to death completely. Which I don't think is a bad thing. Killing yourself is hard. Half of the challenge is probably working yourself up to do it, and the other half is actually dying and not living through the event with a permanent disability. Which would be my worst nightmare.
But I would very much appreciate someone smarter than me to tell me what they think. A 40m jump into aerated water/rocks. As it's actually very hard to tell how rocky it is at the bottom. But there's alooooot of rocks. Anyways, if I don't die from the force I'm assuming I will drown//get shredded and thrown into the rocks (as i said before, it's like a washing machine.)