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Suicide Discussion

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  • Question
Venting Upcoming birthday making me more miserable than normal
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2
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114
Hotdogwater800
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How bad does hanging hurt?
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10
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623
Worndown
Worndown
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How do you deal with being a social reject who self sabotages
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2
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94
Red.one
Red.one
c4di
Venting does anyone else feel like dreaming is more real than reality?
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12
Views
332
Red.one
Red.one
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How do I kill myself by slitting my carotid artery with a scalpel?
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2
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222
geepeedee
geepeedee
J
Help Any young people in the Tokyo area?
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0
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109
justtryingtocease
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bpdscared9
Discussion Why did you chose that CTB date?
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1
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123
SMxj9
SMxj9
Sunset Limited
I lost my mom
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12
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526
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
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Help Electrolyte overdose?
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4
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187
chaotic_crow
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zdeweilx
Discussion How should one dress on the day of his departure ?
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29
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1K
a-lien
a-lien
Krillinjo69
Curtains closing tonight (Lights out with SN)
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15
Views
2K
sumLuv
sumLuv
ironrain
Venting Feeling like garbage yet again 🥰
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4
Views
139
ironrain
ironrain
loser1000
Discussion Life is good, but I really want to die. Does anyone else feel this way?
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11
Views
325
aroll
aroll
m3nhera
I’ve decided I’m going to kill myself in August.
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10
Views
710
m3nhera
m3nhera
m3nhera
Help Should I kill myself before college?
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11
Views
688
m3nhera
m3nhera
CesiumBullet
  • Question
Is SN in Canada even possible?
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7
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2K
geepeedee
geepeedee
voc_89
  • Question
F’d up again
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3
Views
231
voc_89
voc_89
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Euthanasia EU
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3
Views
252
Talvikki
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BillyBob
I have been in hospital for awhile and it has shown there is no fix for me.
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15
Views
793
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
Partner ctb
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6
Views
331
FrustratedMTFtrans
FrustratedMTFtrans
2muchpain2
In the news! SN will be impossible to get in the very near future.
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36
Views
1K
purebliss
purebliss
unluckysadness
PPH update : Potential of synthetic opioids (march 2026)
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8
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979
gardenhouse
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bpdscared9
Resource BPD Megathread.
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0
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199
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
prototypian
I think about it all the time now
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4
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199
areagarden
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This is a Disgusting World and More and More I Want to Kill Myself Because of It
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2
Views
184
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
catbunny
Venting What do you want to be when you grown up?
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13
Views
325
TokaNoOwari
TokaNoOwari
EndItPlsGirl
Method Got My Tubing
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3
Views
266
amber0011
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ineedtogetout
A question about fentanyl
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3
Views
176
LastNite
LastNite
SD2007
Venting Am I selfish/ too privileged to feel this way.
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6
Views
267
SD2007
SD2007
silentroom123
Help What are the most common mistakes made in full suspension hanging?
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10
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1K
xXSufferingXx
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Ἡγησίας
Nembutal rectal self-administration
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10
Views
675
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
Roven_River
is co2 suffocation a reliable, painless method?
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2
Views
488
Roven_River
Roven_River
mortemsui
Venting I don't know
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1
Views
165
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
butterbutter143
Help (partial hanging) i. am going to lose. my fucking mind.
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9
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1K
butterbutter143
butterbutter143
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I'm tired of being mediocre
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0
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161
suicidalbnuy
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inneedrelief
Partial hanging
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3
Views
209
butterbutter143
butterbutter143
S
I’m slowly acquiring everything for SN protocol benzos, beta blockers and now think I have an AE. Why do I have to take them apart? Don’t have time
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3
Views
188
SDB
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hopelessghost
Venting wanna ctb even when life is good
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1
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192
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
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OTC medication Ireland for SN
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0
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85
uklad38
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It doesn’t get better
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4
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165
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
Reuthry
Goodbye, going to CTB today.
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37
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4K
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
just_a_girl
SN attempt log
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47
Views
4K
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
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Discussion Sprouted Potatoes
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11
Views
304
loser1000
loser1000
shaggy_dooo
I used to be scared but im so tired i just wanna go now.
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2
Views
216
endboss
endboss
pudds
CTB with SN: Can’t get benzos, is Pregabalin a suitable alternative?
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15
Views
856
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
Who am I?
Venting I don't know what to do.
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2
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222
Jamesbond
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nails
Venting i wish i could understand people
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3
Views
180
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
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Discussion Has anyone successfully obtained Nem from overseas?
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5
Views
265
somethingisntreal
somethingisntreal
iammadeofchalk
Method Cough syrup overdose?
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3
Views
244
somethingisntreal
somethingisntreal
DeoxygenDaydream
A friend helped me test out my Exit Bag and now I'm less inclined to CTB
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11
Views
982
exitingtothevoid
exitingtothevoid
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