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Suicide Discussion

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angelkissed
Heath ledger method or fent
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12
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852
nettspend
nettspend
deadpornstarr!
Venting on someone else's health insurance - they find out if i attempt , dont they
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0
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157
deadpornstarr!
deadpornstarr!
LavĂ­nia
Venting sorry
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4
Views
118
telekon
telekon
lovelulu
  • Question
Help can you just tie the noose around your neck?
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1
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217
shadow_sunset
shadow_sunset
goodnewz
Brain damage from psych meds. I need friends pls
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17
Views
641
Fadenself00_
Fadenself00_
that_miqo'te
Anyone else get "better" and hate that it makes CTB harder
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0
Views
73
that_miqo'te
that_miqo'te
L
Help How do I get it through my head that things will never improve?
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3
Views
199
lilyistootired
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tree.sn
Does anyone else find it difficult to write a ctb note?
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3
Views
60
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
glowing.purple.aura
dealing with immense self-hatred and guilt (short vent)
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3
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215
glowing.purple.aura
glowing.purple.aura
B
2nd Attempt
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12
Views
283
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
LastDayOnEarth
I admit i cried a little making my note
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2
Views
84
ZeroRedz02
ZeroRedz02
G
Its over
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0
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165
gonegirl405
G
ihateittoo
Venting projecting my wishes of what i wanted in my older brother onto older male friends
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0
Views
95
ihateittoo
ihateittoo
R
Discussion Any no burpers here and the implications for SN
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0
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91
ratchet381
R
snowbrand
  • Question
Help how to acquire alcohol?
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4
Views
163
peacebenow
P
iCryInMySecretSpot
Venting im failing to get better. im getting worse every single day.
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3
Views
457
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
T
Discussion Depression and mental illness "imposter syndrome"
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0
Views
90
thousandislandstare
T
Kooz
Method The "night-night" method mega thread.
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2K
Views
838K
certifiedidiot
certifiedidiot
dimlight
Discussion Why is drowning easily dismissed?
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2
Views
221
dimlight
dimlight
ImpairedLowlife
Venting This stress is killing me
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0
Views
90
ImpairedLowlife
ImpairedLowlife
E
Venting being mentally ill in todays capitalistic world
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4
Views
227
Endstati0n
E
P
Help How can I make it easier on my family?
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0
Views
129
pedro3211
P
GASLIGHTER7000
has life ever gotten better for anyone?
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4
Views
198
bipolar22
bipolar22
P
Help Test strip or test kit for SN?
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4
Views
101
pedro3211
P
needtofindrightway
Goodbye for now (not CTB, just leaving this site)
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4
Views
159
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
Maki9
Venting It's somewhat over
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0
Views
145
Maki9
Maki9
pillowpet13
Help What type of Nitrogen to buy
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3
Views
115
outrider567
O
kowkolyte
Dying on the ship
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8
Views
161
kowkolyte
kowkolyte
LastDayOnEarth
I'm very interested in NDEs
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1
Views
121
Grasp of darkness
Grasp of darkness
G
Venting The urge to text if you hate me just say so to an unsuspecting friend
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2
Views
115
grass
G
zipzamoly1
Help Where to get SN in the UK?
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0
Views
111
zipzamoly1
zipzamoly1
yukisopathetic
Discussion is it fair to date if you're suicidal
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31
Views
803
Proxycake
Proxycake
3FailedAttemptss
Venting I lament not dying yesterday
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1
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215
HNR_
H
Leonard_Bangley39
Venting Nights are the hardest.
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1
Views
142
LongJacks
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oneirataxia
Intuitive annoyance towards everyone around me is worsening my quality of life, a lot
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4
Views
220
FF777
FF777
jesteroutofwork
anyone else suicidal yet high functioning and busy?
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27
Views
661
Adaephon
Adaephon
N-methylamphetamine
Venting I dont fit in anywhere
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5
Views
139
N-methylamphetamine
N-methylamphetamine
ZeroRedz02
Will i face legal consequences if i throw up 1 kg of SN to the toilet?
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11
Views
279
kittypsst
kittypsst
H
What other ways to (peacefully) CTB are left in my case?
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28
Views
1K
HNR_
H
C
Would jumping from a building be painful? At a height like 20 floors, would a person not feel pain?
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12
Views
907
HNR_
H
C
Living with chronic pain
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14
Views
881
wakeawake
W
riel439
Help Filipinos who already has SN, I have questions for you.
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1
Views
151
xXSufferingXx
X
S
I have lost my sanity
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0
Views
134
searchingforpeace
S
N
Venting i cant try at anything
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1
Views
93
Grasp of darkness
Grasp of darkness
P
Help Do we really need 600 mg diazepam for SN ctb?
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4
Views
200
xXSufferingXx
X
X
big adam's apple vs hanging... anything important to know?
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0
Views
62
xXSufferingXx
X
S
This will never get over
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2
Views
134
Ben 111
Ben 111
ZeroRedz02
Help Is Vizzy's SN protocol still a reliable method to do it?
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1
Views
120
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
SN Method
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0
Views
102
bruised_reed
bruised_reed
GabagoolProsciutto
Why is SN among other similar methods discussed so much?
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21
Views
1K
myra
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