getting mental health issues as a victim of any kind of abuse is a death sentence

[anonymoususer278387]

I was labelled with psychosis/schizophrenia. this is horrible, because now it gives my abusers free reign to invalidate me, deny my reality and dope me up. not like they weren't doing that before, but now they always weaponize my diagnosis as a way to make me look like the issue, when really the issue is them and their toxic behavior. I swear, it's almost as if some sort of evil wizard is casting spells on me to make me mentally ill so I can never break out of this horrible cycle of abuse and trauma. all I wanted was to be in control, to be good, normal. but I was systemically destroyed. I saw the world with rose tinted glasses and then was subsequently destroyed to line the pockets of the rich all because my mother didn't like me enough to save me from getting institutionally abused.

 

[PersonBeforeLife]

Are you willing to explain your story more as to how this started?

 

[anonymoususer278387]

Are you willing to explain your story more as to how this started?

what is your question?

 

[Fisherman]

You're correct, it's symptoms of abuse, not your fault.

 

[RazzleDazzle]

Iall I wanted was to be in control, to be good, normal. but I was systemically destroyed.

The years in my life where I was trying to get well, to be a positive person in the world, were the years I was systematically destroyed. The harder I tried the worse it got. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I believe you.

 

[anonymoususer278387]

The years in my life where I was trying to get well, to be a positive person in the world, were the years I was systematically destroyed. The harder I tried the worse it got. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I believe you.

me too

 

[PersonBeforeLife]

what is your question?

Like if you are comfortable sharing what happened in your life to bring you to this point? For me it was 14 years in a cult and I've never been able to rebuild my life after that.