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Suicide Discussion

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embr3ce2026
Discussion what's everyone's go to music when they're feeling really suicidal?
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22
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688
DashofPepper
DashofPepper
Aphid
With others
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1
Views
168
inara_9
inara_9
NotOkay_
Want to CTB tonight and feeling lonely
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3
Views
363
NotOkay_
NotOkay_
Butterfly-death
Nueropathy :(
Replies
8
Views
429
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
Lost Magic
Please let this be my final year on this hellish planet.
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2
Views
240
LastDayOnEarth
LastDayOnEarth
lostmywhimsy
Help I have one more month but can't decide on a method
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24
Views
960
marleybarley
M
tasmaka
learning im "not normal"
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3
Views
297
PanaxMan
P
C
Dsl
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75
Views
7K
Zorander
Zorander
U
visine
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0
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168
Unworthyhuman
U
hereandthere13
My method
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4
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345
volo
V
Yknot
Discussion Would you leave your sasu history for your relatives?
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29
Views
837
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
T
Euthanasia EU
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4
Views
409
Toastie
T
P
Scarf around the neck
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1
Views
170
Claymore7274
Claymore7274
monotine
Story of my failed SN attempt
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10
Views
2K
eclosion
E
meowzers3276
SN return to sender
Replies
8
Views
571
rkk3
rkk3
Aphid
Story Failed partial hanging
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4
Views
592
Aphid
Aphid
Bootleg Astolfo
The chick who treated me like a dog keeps being in my nightmares
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2
Views
196
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
gardenoflonely
Venting I just wish someone would've stayed with me
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1
Views
159
interna
interna
J
  • Question
How do you measure/weigh the 20/25g of SN and 50ml of water?
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2
Views
159
Lazuli
Lazuli
N
Help Hanging in a hotel
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8
Views
547
Nothing.
N
A
SN when drunk
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15
Views
547
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
R
SN Questions
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7
Views
519
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
J
How do you measure/weigh the 20/25g of SN and 50ml of water?
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0
Views
105
johan2266
J
P
Throw myself
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12
Views
395
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
bus catcher
Method Isopropyl Alcohol Enema or Small Drops in Mouth Over Time?
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9
Views
342
FrustratedMTFtrans
FrustratedMTFtrans
meowzers3276
feeling the effects of SN
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50
Views
3K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
Lou_Charthethird
I feel guilty for being alive
Replies
7
Views
336
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
E
Does opening SN container require strong hands?
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3
Views
219
ZwartHartje
ZwartHartje
Rogue_Gendarme
Method This is it. My final SN protocol.
Replies
10
Views
1K
Rogue_Gendarme
Rogue_Gendarme
tannhausers
Venting Starving CTB ( Hunger )
Replies
5
Views
252
tannhausers
tannhausers
iamjustapebble
Venting i will never be happy and i deserve that
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0
Views
182
iamjustapebble
iamjustapebble
Agroboy
existential unease
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0
Views
133
Agroboy
Agroboy
Yuja
i wish i was normal
Replies
5
Views
247
Yuja
Yuja
surterMAN
Help On testing Xanax
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8
Views
413
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
BlueMist96
How to make cuts heal faster?
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1
Views
126
klantedklaw
klantedklaw
JaegerBombastic
Not mentally ill, but still want to die
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4
Views
288
PanaxMan
P
WallTermite
Venting Wish my family would forget about me
Replies
4
Views
335
PanaxMan
P
S
Near Death Experience & Desire for Peace
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3
Views
316
PanaxMan
P
Lilythefenfen
Method 900 foot jump
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2
Views
386
PanaxMan
P
nails
wtf do you do when there's nowhere to go
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26
Views
1K
PanaxMan
P
T
Discussion So, which medication will you choose?
Replies
16
Views
644
Johnny20
J
finnaisgag
Venting I'm an utter failure
Replies
0
Views
161
finnaisgag
finnaisgag
Q
Method GHB + Alcohol is so easy if you can get your hands on it.
Replies
6
Views
362
Quzevi
Q
if_i_make_it
[goodbye] My final hours
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17
Views
939
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BlueButterfly111
Venting Ever since my dad passed away all I really want to do is stay home and drink
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1
Views
169
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
G
Is fentanyl testing for a CTB kit even worth it?
Replies
1
Views
142
VegasLyra
VegasLyra
Bunni'sLullaby
Grief is Too Much
Replies
1
Views
385
gottagorightnow
gottagorightnow
TheAngelBornInHell
Venting i think im going through religious psychosis (or so my friend claims)
Replies
6
Views
450
notreallybored
N
S
Discussion I hope there is an afterlife
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15
Views
691
Defatigatis
Defatigatis
soributton
  • Question
Benzonatate lethal dose?
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0
Views
108
soributton
soributton
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