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Suicide Discussion

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diménhydrinate instead of meto? SN protocol.
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fitoo5999
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Venting When others leave and abandon me, I have to suck it up. When I join them and abandon myself , it's crime . Why ?
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0
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100
curiousbeing
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37-meter jump
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1
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184
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
Neosisyphean
Questions about SN
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1
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241
fitoo5999
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I don't have antiemetics
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13
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614
fitoo5999
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lostinthecha0s
Venting Worthless
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2
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213
lostinthecha0s
lostinthecha0s
Tyra
Anyone else can’t CTB at the moment?
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8
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330
SadPsych
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idksympxthy
Venting I wanna close my eyes and never wake up
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2
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184
idksympxthy
idksympxthy
Its almost time!
Help Is CTB via jumping 6 floors a good idea?
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16
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730
Passenger4224
Passenger4224
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Venting I don't want to deal with people
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7
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303
PeaceSeeker83
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Endstati0n
Venting Still here
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5
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283
3rdworldsadness
3rdworldsadness
slapntickle
Promethazine & Codeine solution - any good?
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0
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102
slapntickle
slapntickle
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I feel crap for not being able to CBT yet.
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5
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156
PeaceSeeker83
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0
Venting I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up
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1
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219
WallTermite
WallTermite
compressedmario
Obtaining SN
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13
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1K
compressedmario
compressedmario
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I read about failed attempts With sn
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1
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197
Forveleth
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Is my SN still good?
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1
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142
ElfQueens
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1br4h1m
i can’t do it anymore
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4
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463
chillino
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Help SN Storing and Purity?
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7
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497
Sicherung231
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hughmun9
"Why not kill yourself?"
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8
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508
hughmun9
hughmun9
Chabrychek
Discussion What convinced you that there is nothing after death?
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31
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869
valar_morghulis21
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Suine Kurisu
Method 90 taxus baccata seeds
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20
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633
Suine Kurisu
Suine Kurisu
youcancallmejohan
  • Question
Method Where to purchase SN(sodium nitrite) USA
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0
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264
youcancallmejohan
youcancallmejohan
bluupup
Venting I'm truly worthless.
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17
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863
valar_morghulis21
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yui.
Discussion Would you still ctb if you won the lottery tmr?
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70
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3K
SkeletonFlower96
SkeletonFlower96
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Discussion nobody gets it
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0
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166
alexd
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sherlock
Do you love yourself?
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121
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3K
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
Nevnevermind
Venting I hate my life
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3
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319
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
need help
Pregabalin
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11
Views
410
Le temps perdu
Le temps perdu
Saponification
Venting It's impossible to care intrinsically about another person
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9
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390
notreallybored
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pony No.2
Venting Venting about life and stuff
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0
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126
pony No.2
pony No.2
Crematoryy
I've never been loved. How that hurts.
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3
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204
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
kittensarefalling
Chances of CTB from cutting throat
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4
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183
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
deadofdespair
How long have you been feeling suicidal for?
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87
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2K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
yuri77
Venting Vent.
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0
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177
yuri77
yuri77
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Venting Dad yelled at me immediately after being nice and now I wanna kms again
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1
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221
infinitanocte
infinitanocte
NumbForLife
Just thinking about a user who hasn't been responding on here for a week now.
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4
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340
DeathSweetDeath
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frail
feel so lame for wanting to sh mid 20s
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4
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255
never mind me
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CrazyDiamond04
Venting Why do I still feel so unhappy?
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1
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146
Forveleth
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findingpeace08
I want to explode
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0
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114
findingpeace08
findingpeace08
Rural_Rodent
Help Question about SN sourcing
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7
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1K
Rural_Rodent
Rural_Rodent
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FSH help
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0
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178
bluecarats
B
purebliss
Story My diary until I CTB - Part 1: Life Story
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31
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8K
Its almost time!
Its almost time!
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Venting Waking up with a traumatising false memory
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0
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156
TheUncommon
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Method Blunt force
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4
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287
ThatStateOfMind
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No reliable ways.
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19
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814
Sando_1737
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0utsider.
Discussion How was your hanging attempts?
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8
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852
DriftingToOblivion
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bound
Help ligature strangulation question
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3
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363
bound
bound
Tyra
Is propranolol recommended for SN CTB?
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0
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138
Tyra
Tyra
tomame
nowhere to go
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0
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160
tomame
tomame
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