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Suicide Discussion

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Venting I wish dying/suicide wasn't so dramatic
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3
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318
iw2begone
iw2begone
NotUrDream
Venting someone else dealing with OCD?
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7
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235
imdoneforreal
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Overcome fear of death?
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9
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229
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
aubrey_wanting2ctb
Trazodone OD???
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5
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186
DeathSweetDeath
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rorosbones
Venting i feel like i'm just looking for attention
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6
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238
monkeyfff
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RosesFlourish
Unsure of what to do after months of ignoring my suicidal ideation.
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0
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181
RosesFlourish
RosesFlourish
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Method Need 100% effective and painless method - have access to Rx Dilaudid, Ativan, and Soma
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2
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409
slashers4satan
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Help Buying SN from MIC - Desperate Result
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14
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2K
fitoo5999
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borderliner
Venting Birthday
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3
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132
hevnsfall
hevnsfall
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What could handle de SI when drinking SN?
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3
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126
fitoo5999
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rainwillneverstop
30+ peer support thread.
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303
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35K
StarsAbove
StarsAbove
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Did I overpay on MIC for SN?
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12
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734
PeaceSeeker83
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Tyra
Is it better to take a lot of SN or a smaller amount of SN?
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4
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236
whorror
whorror
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Have you ever do 10mg if GHB?
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0
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95
fitoo5999
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No-name
Ordered SN from MIC, will I get scammed?
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17
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1K
No-name
No-name
Isac7385
Method My method!
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0
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208
Isac7385
Isac7385
logen9inefingers
Venting It's my birthday and i shouldn't even be here
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3
Views
159
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
R
Those nights
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0
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84
reigehlol
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sleepytime5
Genuinely thrilled to ctb because of my mental illnesses
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3
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259
whorror
whorror
bpdbun
MIC Help - Legit?
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5
Views
644
bpdbun
bpdbun
SoonToBeSoil
Final day
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12
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1K
apooka
apooka
wynaut
Help Troubles with drinking alcohol to help with hanging
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4
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316
explosiveKai99
explosiveKai99
bpdbun
Help Phone # when ordering SN…
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4
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285
bpdbun
bpdbun
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Help How do I come to terms with the fact that I know I will commit suicide someday soon?
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2
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237
fitoo5999
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fkyou
Discussion A kpop fan called mina chan ctbed by partial hanging
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7
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1K
fkyou
fkyou
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Discussion The belief in the Matrix and the need to escape it. Or am I just going crazy?
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4
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278
monkeyfff
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Ppl left behind
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3
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163
pleaseletmeleave
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Vacíø
Method Nembutal in South America?
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3
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186
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
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Beta blocker for SN
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2
Views
165
fitoo5999
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mythra
Venting i think its my time
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6
Views
498
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
breachswapper
Discussion do you want to be conscious?
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25
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792
maggineko
maggineko
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Is there a difference between oral and injectable Pentobarbital (Nembutal) and can the injectable be consumed orally?
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18
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811
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
red_cardinal
  • Poll
Discussion What is your main reason why you're suicidal?
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64
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3K
2Sensible
2Sensible
Freaknik
Venting Giving Up and Preparing to CTB
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3
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252
fitoo5999
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animzuk
Venting "chronic emptiness"
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1
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236
alreadyfound
alreadyfound
Tyra
I was thinking about buying heating pads to help with the symptoms of SN
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1
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155
fitoo5999
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hippityhoppity
Story Finally hit me all at once
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3
Views
222
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
Passenger4224
Discussion Anyone else hate... beathing?
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4
Views
167
Suine Kurisu
Suine Kurisu
Suine Kurisu
a poem i wrote about what its like to live in my head a few years ago
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0
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167
Suine Kurisu
Suine Kurisu
maxinestirner
Venting my hyperfixations are the only things that matter to me
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1
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212
Passenger4224
Passenger4224
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  • Question
I'm unsure about my FSH plan.
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4
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459
Cepheuss
Cepheuss
c4di
full suspension hanging
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2
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270
Cepheuss
Cepheuss
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Which one would be better, SN or CO?
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2
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253
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
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Story Just collecting my thoughts
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1
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162
chillino
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Anyone with sleep anxiety?
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14
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581
discernment
discernment
dogemn
  • Question
Help Just ride out the akathisia while dying by SN?
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6
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356
praythestars
praythestars
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Does anyone have any conclusive data on whether a failed SN attempt causes brain damage?
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9
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439
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
AloneGunManTheory
I will never find love
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4
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221
swankysoup
swankysoup
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Discussion How often do you cry? Are you be able of crying at all?
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33
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848
Insufficent
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Story My experience with sodium nitrite
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44
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18K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
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