lostforever77
Student
- Dec 13, 2023
- 104
I'm thinking of leaving this week. I just think its time, I keep putting this off and nothing ever really gets better. The world would be better off without me. The method I am thinking of is taking sodium nitrate, it turns into sodium nitrite in the blood and deprives the body of oxygen. I already have the meds that would keep me from throwing it back up. Thursday will be the first day I am by myself and I can spend the time between now and then writing my will and my good byes.