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lostforever77

lostforever77

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Dec 13, 2023
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I'm thinking of leaving this week. I just think its time, I keep putting this off and nothing ever really gets better. The world would be better off without me. The method I am thinking of is taking sodium nitrate, it turns into sodium nitrite in the blood and deprives the body of oxygen. I already have the meds that would keep me from throwing it back up. Thursday will be the first day I am by myself and I can spend the time between now and then writing my will and my good byes.
 
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bpdbun

bpdbun

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Jun 16, 2022
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Sodium nitrAte won't kill you, but high purity >98% of sodium nitrIte will. Emphasis on the one letter that makes a huge difference.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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I am genuinely curious as to how you came to believe that sodium nitrate turns to sodium nitrite in the blood! I understand that it feels like it's time to go, but you'll need to acquire a method first, presumably sodium nitrite. That will probably take more than a week though, so you'll have extra time to work on your notes!
 

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