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sheburnedmedown

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Jul 9, 2026
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I don't like anything about this world or myself I've accumulated such an embarrassing history and am completely useless. This world is just very scary to me even if there are things I might want I'll never be able to achieve them with this self. I don't want to die since I'm afraid of death but I hate this world and this self every part of my being Feels extremely uncomfortable I just wanna leave somehow and be someone else, comfortable and content with my skin. I can't complain because I'm too coddled and spoiled but there's this hopelessness that never fades away and has been like this for years. I really want out
 
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Lost in a Nightmare

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Feb 22, 2020
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I hate this world too. Would be nice to have a peaceful way out that everyone could access but it just isn't there unless we can find a good source that won't scam us. So stupid how we can't just buy Nembutal over the counter at the pharmacy and drink it whenever we please. That would be ideal.
 
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Survival instinct is so strong in us, even when you know a plethora of methods, not even one is 100% guaranteed to succeed.
 

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