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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
341
A few years ago, there was a sexually abusive person in my life. I escaped and left him.

A few weeks ago I had a dream, where I was being raped. I never had such a vivid dream. I woke up feeling puzzled why I saw such a dream. I turned on my phone. Turns out, around the same time I was having a dream, he messaged me. My Wi-Fi was turned off. How come my dream predicted it????
I will 99% likely ctb soon. But I have such experiences increasingly more frequently. I get an intuitive feeling and it turns out to be true
 
pepperfarmer

pepperfarmer

eccentric
Aug 31, 2026
59
It might be that the mental process to prepare to CTB might be making you think more clearly or reflect more, and it might be making you catch on to more patterns you might've not been paying attention to before, hence the weird predictions. Some people start feeling happy before their set date, since they know 'everything will end soon', so I wouldn't be surprised if it could have some other morbid positive effect on your psyche.

No idea how you predicted the text though
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
341
It might be that the mental process to prepare to CTB might be making you think more clearly or reflect more, and it might be making you catch on to more patterns you might've not been paying attention to before, hence the weird predictions. Some people start feeling happy before their set date, since they know 'everything will end soon', so I wouldn't be surprised if it could have some other morbid positive effect on your psyche.

No idea how you predicted the text though
Thank you for replying. Dream itself was not ordinary. It was very, very vivid. Odd because I rarely see such vivid dreams. It was kind of like warning to protect myself
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
496
i have had two experiences where things weirdly showed up in dreams for me like what you said, though one was not anywhere close to a ctb attempt so i dont know if it was related. might have just been random unrelated chance i dreamed it and then it happened? but it feels so weird though.
 
pepperfarmer

pepperfarmer

eccentric
Aug 31, 2026
59
Thank you for replying. Dream itself was not ordinary. It was very, very vivid. Odd because I rarely see such vivid dreams. It was kind of like warning to protect myself
Maybe so. I'm sorry that happened to you, I hope you're feeling better now.
 
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