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thenamesgoon

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Hello everynyan

I live in a pretty shit third world country that surprisingly experiences very little suicide (to my knowledge), and thus is very out of the loop for these types of things
after seeing people buy nembutal in south america, i want to see if any local veterinary offices have Nembutal, whether for sale or obtainable through bribing.
but what excuse can i use to not raise suspicion?
 
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Forveleth

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First, do not ask for Nambutol, ask for Pentabarbitol. Nambutol is a brand name that is no longer manufactured. Secondly, in South America, it is usually sold to farmers when they need to put down livestock or horses, because it is difficult to transport those animals to the vet. I have no idea what excuse you could use for this in India.
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

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First, do not ask for Nambutol, ask for Pentabarbitol. Nambutol is a brand name that is no longer manufactured. Secondly, in South America, it is usually sold to farmers when they need to put down livestock or horses, because it is difficult to transport those animals to the vet. I have no idea what excuse you could use for this in India.
I think it's Pentobarbital actually.

Why India?

And why isn't it easier to get in the dark web if it's commonly sold in some countries I wonder. In EU it's sadly hopeless to get if I'm not mistaken... if I'm wrong and someone has info, feel free to PM me, highly appreciated.
 
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I would imagine a good excuse would be to ask for it by "Pentobarbital" and say you need to put down a sick animal, then you can come up with the lie. for example if the animal is a dog, horse, etc. then you can even come up with like backup details just in case they ask; like saying that they have a condition that impacts their quality of life.
 
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And why isn't it easier to get in the dark web if it's commonly sold in some countries I wonder.
Because people selling drugs irl or on the dark web aren't looking to kill the people that use their product.
 
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Because people selling drugs irl or on the dark web aren't looking to kill the people that use their product.

Sure, but usually I would assume they sell whatever there's demand for. But yeah maybe it's not attractive to sell that because you won't be a repeat customer lmao:hihi:
 
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Forveleth

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I think it's Pentobarbital actually.
Sorry bad at spelling
Why India?
Genuinely thought you had said you were from "India". Read a thread about India immediately before yours so India was on the brain. 😅
And why isn't it easier to get in the dark web if it's commonly sold in some countries I wonder.
It is NOT commonly sold in some countries. It is rarely sold in one maybe two countries. Dark web sellers tend to want repeat customers, it is difficult to do business with dead people.

If anyone says they have some to sell you, they are a scammer. Unless you go get it in person, there is no way to obtain it.
 
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endlesschatter

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Not that I know of. No one here from India has reported anything about it.
I was thinking of a Nembutal heist🤣 breaking open into multiple vet clinics and stealing all their N supplies . It'd be known as national peace day
 
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Genuinely thought you had said you were from "India". Read a thread about India immediately before yours so India was on the brain. 😅

I'm actually not the OP xD but no matter

It is NOT commonly sold in some countries. It is rarely sold in one maybe two countries. Dark web sellers tend to want repeat customers, it is difficult to do business with dead people.

If anyone says they have some to sell you, they are a scammer. Unless you go get it in person, there is no way to obtain it.

I assumed as much. Man that sucks. I guess I could go to Switzerland and break into a Dignitas or whatever assisted dying facility and steal it. Sounds like a lot of hassle tho since I'm already overwhelmed by going to the supermarket...
 
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youpi

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More information please ?
So it means that at one point, it was possible to buy online :hihi:

You guys will say anything and everything, one thread says it still has some N from D, and another says "NEVER ON INTERNET".
 
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I was thinking of a Nembutal heist🤣 breaking open into multiple vet clinics and stealing all their N supplies . It'd be known as national peace day
I'm such a goody two shoes, but I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought of sneaking into the back of my local vet and stealing some pento 🤣🤣
 
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I'm such a goody two shoes, but I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought of sneaking into the back of my local vet and stealing some pento 🤣🤣

That seems honestly the most viable option, doesn't it.
 
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First, do not ask for Nambutol, ask for Pentabarbitol. Nambutol is a brand name that is no longer manufactured. Secondly, in South America, it is usually sold to farmers when they need to put down livestock or horses, because it is difficult to transport those animals to the vet. I have no idea what excuse you could use for this in India.
say you got a batch of mad cows (jk). But yes something to do with euthanasia. Honestly a horse would make a lot of sense because they're expensive to care for and transport, and if guns aren't available in your country, how else do people euthanize animals in third world countries?
That seems honestly the most viable option, doesn't it.
It tends to be locked up, so account for that
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

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say you got a batch of mad cows (jk). But yes something to do with euthanasia. Honestly a horse would make a lot of sense because they're expensive to care for and transport, and if guns aren't available in your country, how else do people euthanize animals in third world countries?

It tends to be locked up, so account for that

They probably don't, these animals are often left to suffer... or killed by more brutal means.

Yeah, obviously it's gonna be locked up, but I guess that's nothing a crowbar or similar won't take care of. The bigger problem is probably to get inside the vet clinic in the first place without causing some kind of (silent) alarm and being gone before the cops arrive.
 
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They probably don't, these animals are often left to suffer... or killed by more brutal means.

Yeah, obviously it's gonna be locked up, but I guess that's nothing a crowbar or similar won't take care of. The bigger problem is probably to get inside the vet clinic in the first place without causing some kind of (silent) alarm and being gone before the cops arrive.
Wait for GTA6 to come out and after playing for a bit you'll probably figure it out 🙏

If it's in fact a third world country, money goes far, so just say it's your darling horse and offer a ton of money for N. And just keep trying til it works lol.
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

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Wait for GTA6 to come out and after playing for a bit you'll probably figure it out 🙏

If it's in fact a third world country, money goes far, so just say it's your darling horse and offer a ton of money for N. And just keep trying til it works lol.
Wait it's still not out? I stopped gaming tbh, my PC broke down years ago and I also have no motivation left for doing anything, not even the stuff that used to be somewhat fun. Because it's just not fun anymore.

My cousin is a vet, but she probably wouldn't get herself in legal jeopardy to help me ctb... also she lives in Switzerland a several hundred km away from here so I wouldn't even be able to get there anyway.
 
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Steve Vermont

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I was thinking of a Nembutal heist🤣 breaking open into multiple vet clinics and stealing all their N supplies . It'd be known as national peace day
I've thought of this, too. Realistically, it'd be easier than breaking into a pharmacy.
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

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Bribing the gate keepers of N is a much more realistic option than a heist.

Depends where you live I would say, I'm not sure that would work well here and also might be hellish expensive. Also what 'sane' person would take a bribe knowing what you're likely to do with it.
 
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komakun

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I've thought of this, too. Realistically, it'd be easier than breaking into a pharmacy.
There are actually stats about this lol. I need to look up the paper I found but vet clinics make up highest % for pentobarbital burglaries. Small clinics had a few but very small percent. Pharmacies had 0%. I can't remember if there were stats about factories getting burglarized but I think it would've been 0 too. And then most lost product was from "damaged" lots
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

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Interesting enough that a study exists about this

I wouldn't know why pharmacies would even still have barbiturates as they've mostly been substituted with benzos these days.
Factories probably are located only in a few countries I would assume. I only know this about ketamine where almost all the production was located in India, at least like 10 years ago and the availability in Europe was very concentrated to UK due to commonwealth status. This might have changed or could be different for other meds tho.
 
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