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Suicide Discussion

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impossible_victory
How do you know it is the right time to ctb?
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2
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192
meatballlover
meatballlover
Zanmato
  • Question
Never been so close
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1
Views
142
mustard tiger
mustard tiger
RedFruit
Being picked.
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2
Views
201
sourcherry
sourcherry
C
SN protocol
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8
Views
824
SDB
S
dumblosergirl
Venting What's the point of trying to be better when I just relapse back into the same mentality? Life feels worse.
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1
Views
166
tonicer
tonicer
Sphene
SN protocol
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7
Views
645
SDB
S
apassingmoment
Venting hello/goodbye world - introduction
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3
Views
276
fightclub17
fightclub17
Ghostlights
Expressing emotions in my native language feels impossible - in English it's easier
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5
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179
meddle
meddle
T
Young People with Mental Health Issues Dying in Hospices in the Netherlands by Stopping Eating and Drinking
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5
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606
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
C
Help Helium Exit Bag Method with Party Tanks
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12
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2K
herecomesthepain
herecomesthepain
asty
Venting feeling impulsive lately
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0
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130
asty
asty
unluckysadness
PPH update : Potential of synthetic opioids (march 2026)
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3
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588
Talvikki
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Helium tank
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19
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1K
herecomesthepain
herecomesthepain
K
Its so hard to not wake up again why
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0
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113
kk13
K
moldyara2002
What exactly does a suicide investigation entail?
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1
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153
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
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Help Using THC edibles to trigger some sort of psychosis to beat SI and fall 90 feet
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17
Views
623
fightclub17
fightclub17
blush
Venting it hurts so much
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2
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172
sashaisalone
sashaisalone
B
Anyone else is self-sabotaging itself? Not taking care of health, waiting for a disease to force you to go once for all?
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6
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295
raikko
raikko
T
Discussion It feels so nice to get rid of my stuff.
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0
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100
thelostautistic
T
skeletontree
Story Ghost-like identity after trauma with ctb as the sole (wanted) purpose/mission?
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14
Views
746
cluefixphantom
C
The Disqualified
Venting Back against the wall
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0
Views
139
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
TAW122
Venting An good analogy showing how CTB preventionists often keep dodging, evading the "real cause" for CTB
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5
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294
cluefixphantom
C
Happy Cat
Venting Maybe It's because my expectations are too high but I don't think I'm ever going to be in a lasting relationship
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3
Views
138
Argo
A
The Disqualified
Venting End of the road
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1
Views
168
LonelyPrince
LonelyPrince
TAW122
Venting CTB risk and danger assessments are oftenly done out of "benevolent paternalism"!
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1
Views
321
cluefixphantom
C
Rainork
Venting Now I just don't know.
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0
Views
143
Rainork
Rainork
D
  • Question
Discussion Inert gas exit bag failure
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11
Views
653
sandra9999
S
black money boys
  • Solved
Help how high is the chance of shitting yourself when you take SN?
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14
Views
982
Topaz111
Topaz111
absolute failure
Help Do you defecate after you hang yourself?
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21
Views
901
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
O
suicide_grrl
Is cutting an artery real?
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8
Views
378
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
BlueLock
Suicide Notes?
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6
Views
269
burninghill
burninghill
アホペンギン
Method is this plan good? (SN)
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30
Views
3K
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
O
TAW122
[Article] The only time it would be logically consistent for “paternalism” is if it applies universally to all things!
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4
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213
TAW122
TAW122
ShadowOfASelf
Does anybody else feel more calm and like CTB is less urgent if they know they have an effective option they can do at any time?
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12
Views
934
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
lovelulu
i want to treat her good until i finally ctb
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0
Views
180
lovelulu
lovelulu
P
Method Goodbye soon :-)
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6
Views
830
peewee
P
D
Help How to get FENT here in India? Can anyone help me source it please 🙏
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5
Views
220
danielplainview
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S
Venting just smth about sh and childhood
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0
Views
142
scully
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farawaystar
Method 45 metres onto asphalt. No water. No chance
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6
Views
481
meatballlover
meatballlover
Natbee
Brisbane mental health
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4
Views
212
nitrogenous
nitrogenous
purebliss
Discussion My Diary until I CTB - Part 6: Curiosity + Life update
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7
Views
459
purebliss
purebliss
L
Method Poisoning and malabsorbtion
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1
Views
590
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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Discussion LEMME JUST LIST DOWN ALL THE GIFTS I GOTTA DO
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0
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106
madmanbadman
M
H
Story I tried hanging and it's more painful than i thought
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11
Views
626
oopsijustdie
oopsijustdie
nitrogenous
Got my SN taken away by the police
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38
Views
2K
Natbee
Natbee
tired93
VSED but drinking some water once in a while
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2
Views
175
Bornor823
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tired93
suicide by Helium
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5
Views
288
sourcherry
sourcherry
M
inserting explosive into your jaw
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1
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151
nowizard
nowizard
imperfectcircle
Venting Experiremented with partial hanging for the first time, feeling lost and alone
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2
Views
333
imperfectcircle
imperfectcircle
notevenhere
i need 3 bottles of clonazepam or any type of benzodiapine bc my mom keeps taking my prescription
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2
Views
131
pudds
pudds
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