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cowlover1252

cowlover1252

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Aug 21, 2026
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Could you elaborate more? I do not understand.
 
cowlover1252

cowlover1252

Student
Aug 21, 2026
102
I read that high doses of amygdalin can be fatali; I would like to know how long It takes
The amount of fruit pits needed to yield enough cyanide to ctb is a lot. And each pit contains different amounts so you really have no way of knowing when you have enough.

You could hypothetically ctb this way but it would be extremely unreliable and time consuming. You're better off using pretty much any other method
 
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Penelope12

Experienced
May 2, 2026
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La quantità di noccioli di frutta necessaria per produrre abbastanza cianuro da poterlo utilizzare per la produzione di CTB è elevata. Inoltre, ogni nocciolo contiene quantità diverse, quindi è impossibile sapere con certezza quando la quantità è sufficiente.

In teoria potresti farlo in questo modo, ma sarebbe estremamente inaffidabile e richiederebbe troppo tempo. È meglio usare praticamente qualsiasi altro metodo.
But there are amygdalin supplements available to buy
 
cowlover1252

cowlover1252

Student
Aug 21, 2026
102
But there are amygdalin supplements available to buy
If you took enough of the pills to ctb you will throw them all up. If you spread them out, the agonizing feelings will go for longer.

It will be an hours long, uncomfortable ctb. You will feel hot, dizzy, confused, vomiting, struggling to breathe, for hours. It is not peaceful.

You should look into using SN instead if you want to ingest something to ctb.
 
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pepperfarmer

pepperfarmer

Born again revolutionary
Aug 31, 2026
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Generally speaking, the only available things that can kill someone 'instantly' are kinetic/physical, like well-placed gunshots or falling.

This is why both conventional euthanasia (including death sentences) and DIY 'peaceful' CTB methods involve hypoxia, since simply starving the brain of oxygen to death is the most peaceful way to kill someone/yourself that doesn't involve physically destroying it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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If you took enough of the pills to ctb you will throw them all up. If you spread them out, the agonizing feelings will go for longer.

It will be an hours long, uncomfortable ctb. You will feel hot, dizzy, confused, vomiting, struggling to breathe, for hours. It is not peaceful.

You should look into using SN instead if you want to ingest something to ctb.

They have SN, they already have it in their possession but they don't like it. This post is their attempt to find something faster-acting than the SN that they already have.
 
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Penelope12

Experienced
May 2, 2026
242
Hanno già SN, ma non ne sono soddisfatti. Questo post rappresenta il loro tentativo di trovare qualcosa che agisca più rapidamente di SN, il farmaco che già possiedono.
I'm afraid My mother Will find me if I don't die within 40 minutes
 

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