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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

he/him
Apr 21, 2025
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awful. i felt so miserable i didn't even want to leave my bed.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
758
I just trust that it'll be back, but yeah it's not pleasant.
 
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HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
254
I know that it's temporary but still think that it might be gone for good, can't help it
 
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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
93
I was trying to reach the onion link and that was down too I was actually so scared because I have nowhere else atp ;-; so happy it's back. I hope we can get backup sites or a place to find new site in case it's something permanent <3 I love sasu
 
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lifesnotfair

lifesnotfair

Dealt a bad hand
May 9, 2026
41
I checked in multiple times today. I can barely manage without this forum.
 
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lunamoonki

Member
Aug 5, 2026
42
This site has become my daily routine and place of comfort.

I felt lost like a piece of me was missing.

It feels good to have a place to talk and read things from people sharing the same mind set as me.
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
720
It makes me feel sad and frustrated. Like others, I log in to this site almost every day and this forum is basically my 'home' on the Internet at this point, it's like the only place I feel like I've ever really 'belonged', funny enough.

I personally haven't gotten that Host Error in a while but these past few days I have been getting a NET::ERR_CERT_AUTHORITY_INVALID error whenever I've tried to access this site from my phone, and I don't know why that's happening. I've never had this problem before up until three days ago.
 
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abstractcat7

abstractcat7

Member
Apr 22, 2026
59
Frustrated and worried. Tried to temper my fears and wait it out. This place has become more important and more of a comfort than I thought it would.
 
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BloodStainedAntlers

BloodStainedAntlers

sic labitur aetas
Aug 2, 2026
48
Anxious and desperate. I don't know what I'd do if I lost this place. It's the only place where I feel understood and taken seriously with my pain. Reading about others experiences and feelings and knowing that im not alone and that there are people who understand how real the pain is brings me some comfort.
 
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kompyany

kompyany

I refuse to be shaped by the world.
Aug 16, 2026
31
No exaggeration, I cried, really cried when I found I couldn't log in to this forum. I've been feeling so anxious and can't fall asleep. I'm really scared of losing SaSu and everyone here.
Even though I've only been here for a short time, I really think this is my closest home. I used to come here almost every day before I actually do CTB. When I finally managed to log in again, I felt so relieved and my mood instantly lifted.
But I'm really terrified of losing all this...
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
242
I always thought it was my phone because it is at that point where the battery causes problems & a few other things. I don't get a new one because for one I haven't payed off my current phone. The only other time I had this problem was my old phone when I had it before I ended up getting my current one.
 
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