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Suicide Discussion

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disabledlife
"Thank you" selfish parents and countries that defend the universal right to procreate but banned from CTB. You destroyed my life!
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7
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diyCTB
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Wormfood
Venting Depression strikes again
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1
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419
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
freeziepop98
Is this enough for SN to not be painful?
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0
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417
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
LastLoveLetter
Terminal Illnesses Megathread
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18
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4K
whitefeather
whitefeather
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It all went wrong
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4
Views
735
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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My SN came in, I finally feel some relief
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18
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1K
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
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SN source PM
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1
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448
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
deathbylife
Does everyone hate me
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11
Views
643
rationaltake
rationaltake
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Merry christmas
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9
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550
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
evey8112
Venting I once felt guilt for leaving my parents but i just heard my mom say "suck it up and just deal with it" I'm tried of this fucking world
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5
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798
Tried-tireD
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Clarity and Questions
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3
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477
Forever Sleep
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BornToFail
Method Buying a gun
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8
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1K
theboy
theboy
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Can someone explain why SN doesn't cause permanent damage?
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5
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832
MissingThyme
MissingThyme
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Anyone want to chat until it kicks in?
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11
Views
841
Outandproud
Outandproud
evey8112
Still here guys after taking laced M30 pill
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38
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3K
deathissosad
deathissosad
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Special berry to change taste of SN?
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7
Views
608
damaged_soul
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S
NEMBUTAL (Sodium Pentobarbital) SYNTHESIS : How much exactly sodium ethoxide for this reaction?
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9
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3K
releasespieces
releasespieces
everlastinghistory
Moving across the globe or committing — Rant
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6
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646
yyytry
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disabledlife
Christmas eve and Christmas.
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8
Views
697
disabledlife
disabledlife
pinkbluebutch
Discussion If you're a college student, is it better to CTB at home or at school?
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10
Views
883
enviro400mmc
enviro400mmc
aiko333
Acquiring a firearm for sucide?
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3
Views
496
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
trynacbt
Venting Gratitude v Suicide
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5
Views
906
niki wonoto
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Anna.
Help started writing my notes, but stuck on my will
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2
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516
Last_ot
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Anna.
thread to keep track of things before i go
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1
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311
Last_ot
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Anyone here who is disabled, house bound, or can’t work -how do you pass the time? Any tips to combat loneliness?
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25
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1K
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
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Diary #8, SN Method done, goodbye for now
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11
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1K
BreathOnAMirror
BreathOnAMirror
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Help SN
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4
Views
610
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Wasent abke to go
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7
Views
822
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Things that make u go hhmmm
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5
Views
493
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
hiAbbey
Barbiturates online?
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6
Views
857
AnonymousS
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Venting Thinking back
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4
Views
504
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Venting Here a picture of you as a kid as a christmas present to remind you how happy you were...
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2
Views
497
Unending
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F
Discussion Are attitudes towards suicidal ideation likely to change?
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5
Views
595
Pluto
Pluto
escaped
SN package question
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6
Views
954
nomotels1443
nomotels1443
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  • Poll
Discussion Is mild depression a mental illness?
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19
Views
1K
Pluto
Pluto
BeautifulMosaics
Am I wrong? Sister refuses to change smoke-heavy clothes which trigger asthma
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5
Views
446
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Existence is terrible and meaningless
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5
Views
602
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Discussion SHOULD Nihilism be the worldview?
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32
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2K
IWantPeace99
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NormaJeane
Rebreather problems
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3
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917
Endex
Endex
Y
Place and time
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5
Views
532
Y444
Y
Nirrend
Discussion An ember in a snowy world (some thoughts about our pain)
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2
Views
464
Nirrend
Nirrend
Painless_end
Venting Why am I like this (part 2)
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1
Views
455
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
botch3d
Thinking about doing it tonight
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10
Views
795
botch3d
botch3d
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Give up on trying
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7
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1K
Hystearical
Hystearical
Tired and Done
Seraquel
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6
Views
573
LittleJem
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serah
Venting happy birthday to me
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22
Views
934
Givenuponlife
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kovu
Considering the 7th day of 2023
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10
Views
639
kovu
kovu
GrumpyFrog
Rope choice
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2
Views
659
GrumpyFrog
GrumpyFrog
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Just don't like anything
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13
Views
952
flyaway
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Method Night Night effects
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4
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2K
Himalayan
Himalayan
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