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Disaster

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Jan 24, 2023
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I know, it's a weird topic. This site is after all full of folks who hate themselves. But I wonder if you plan anything to make your last days, or the ctb-ing itself, sock less. What do you plan to do to be nice to yourself. I've seen here the idea of ctb-ing in a hotel bathrobes, which sounds super comfy. A lot of people talk about music, though just the thought that I may no longer want to listen to a certain song but may not be able to change it sounds worse than the pain 😂 Some of you have cool last meal ideas. I, if my skin wasn't a mess and if I could afford it, would treat myself with a massage before ctb-ing. Any other ideas for super-nice, cozy and comfy, self-care-ish things to do when departing this world, or shortly before departing?
 
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juxtajuno

juxtajuno

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Jan 25, 2023
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these are all really good, i would probably do my makeup or skincare before i go just so i'm pretty when they find me. i haven't heard of the hotel bathrobe idea but that sounds amazing, definitely keeping that in mind :3 i would maybe light some candles too and make the atmosphere comfy
 
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Spaztism

Spaztism

Sleep Forever
Mar 13, 2023
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I know, it's a weird topic. This site is after all full of folks who hate themselves. But I wonder if you plan anything to make your last days, or the ctb-ing itself, sock less. What do you plan to do to be nice to yourself. I've seen here the idea of ctb-ing in a hotel bathrobes, which sounds super comfy. A lot of people talk about music, though just the thought that I may no longer want to listen to a certain song but may not be able to change it sounds worse than the pain 😂 Some of you have cool last meal ideas. I, if my skin wasn't a mess and if I could afford it, would treat myself with a massage before ctb-ing. Any other ideas for super-nice, cozy and comfy, self-care-ish things to do when departing this world, or shortly before departing?
I'm defiantly gonna straighten my hair I can tell you that lol. I guess I'll organise my room in a way that it splits into different sections of the things I love and have collected over the years. Probably turn my chair into a throne made up of music equipment. I might leave some positive notes one some certain things and objects. Kind of the idea of I may be gone from this realm but my passion lives on in the things I've made and the things I've achieved.
 
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lpfx

lpfx

Building for others before myself
Apr 12, 2023
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This is a great thing to consider! Honestly for me it would be laying down to go to bed and just knowing that I won't be bothered by my pesky alarm in the morning haha!

I'd definitely say music as well with a curated playlist or even to a show or movie I enjoy.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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Music and weed will be my two biggest things, but I should also try the robe idea, since it sounds nice. I won't be doing it in a hotel though, but if I could get a hotel robe and be allowed to keep it, I could use it on the day of haha! I think these kind of self care ideas are important, because it's going to be much harder to CTB if you feel like shit all the way through it.
 
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melancholy&somejoy

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Mar 15, 2023
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Have all my favourite things next to me, maybe in a pink box haha, eg. A file where I keep all my letters, my favourite pink outfits and pink items, meaningful gifts etc. listen to my favourite bangers, eat my favourite foods and drinks, dress pretty, style myself up prettily…
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
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When it comes time to CTB, I'm going to have my favorite stuffies near me, white noise playing, oil diffuser with lavender, some low doses of THC edibles, comfy clothing + blanket. I will bring some of my own led lightbulbs, just incase I'm not happy with the levels of light in the hotel room.

A lot of people talk about music, though just the thought that I may no longer want to listen to a certain song but may not be able to change it sounds worse than the pain 😂
I feel similarly, so I'm opting for just my standard white noise lol
 
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freonix

freonix

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Apr 11, 2023
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i don't think i'd be able to afford a nice hotel room (or get a hotel bathrobe), but whatever happens i just hope to be all comfy in a bed with my plushies :-) and maybe have a nice meal/drink beforehand. i feel like if i listened to music, i'd spend so much time choosing the song that i'd just forget to ctb
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Nothing, I can't even listen to music now, let alone CTB day--might buy some junk food like ice cream and vanilla pudding
 
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