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nosoul

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To those of you who have tripped, on lsd, I remember like floating in the cosmos, Total out of body experience, that was the most extreme. On dmt it was just getting vaporized and getting shot like a beam of energy like flying with the big bang, pretty terrifying, shrooms, was very colorful and swirly geometry.

But even though they say it helps people and reduces their fear of death, I'm still afraid to actually ctb/die.

What do you all think? Has tripping made you less fearful of death at all?
 
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I lost my fear of death at a very early age.

Psychedelics helped me cope with discordant realities (and life itself in some ways), and actually made me want death MORE than I already did. Because of the trips I've had, I've come to understand that death means - and offers - actual freedom; and I literally cannot wait to die. However, I haven't found a promising method.
 
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nosoul

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I lost my fear of death at a very early age.

Psychedelics helped me cope with discordant realities (and life itself in some ways), and actually made me want death MORE than I already did. Because of the trips I've had, I've come to understand that death means - and offers - actual freedom; and I literally cannot wait to die. However, I haven't found a promising method.
I think like you, also sadly no easy way to go out. I feel my mind going for real, I need out soon. I played with dmt fire and got burned badly:( I just want to dissappear
 
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MrShino

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In some way, I think. You enter into a new reality, just as you do on psychedelics, although this time you don't return, but travel onwards.
 
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nosoul

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In some way, I think. You enter into a new reality, just as you do on psychedelics, although this time you don't return, but travel onwards.
I hope so, I worry that I will be judged harshly but I was trying in good faith to do something Good despite being delusional in thinking it.
 
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MrShino

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I hope so, I worry that I will be judged harshly but I was trying in good faith to do something Good despite being delusional in thinking it.

I don't know, of course, but I cannot see it as a legitimate reason to be judged harshly for wanting to get away from an unbearable life.
 
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Meretricious

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I think like you, also sadly no easy way to go out. I feel my mind going for real, I need out soon. I played with dmt fire and got burned badly:( I just want to dissappear
I've always wanted to try DMT. Never had the opportunity.

Would it be too much to ask you to detail your experience on DMT?
 
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leavingsoon99

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I'd like to think so. I mean, that's what keeps me happy about doing what I'm about to do.
 
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Deleted member 60002

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Depending on your method you could very likely experience visions or hallucinations similar to an intense psychedelic trip. You can read about the phenomena here.
 
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Hq633910

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I lost my fear of death at a very early age.

Psychedelics helped me cope with discordant realities (and life itself in some ways), and actually made me want death MORE than I already did. Because of the trips I've had, I've come to understand that death means - and offers - actual freedom; and I literally cannot wait to die. However, I haven't found a promising method.
Couldn't have said it better myself. As someone who grows psychedelics and tried many ways to take them. Mega and micro dosing…. It really just let me release what I needed to and made me want to leave this earth so bad!!!
 
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nosoul

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I've always wanted to try DMT. Never had the opportunity.

Would it be too much to ask you to detail your experience on

I've always wanted to try DMT. Never had the opportunity.

Would it be too much to ask you to detail your experience on DMT?
I will another time, it was pretty amazing, didn't meet entities, but just took sleeping meds so will come back to this.
 
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