Autumn_Stars
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- Jun 9, 2024
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So I usually use OpenAI's model because I pay for it. I bounced around until I got Grok (thanks Musk) to give sx for hanging (below). And frankly, after my shitty longstanding existence, I don't want my isolated exit of grief to be one of sheer terror.
I could drive to the Jersey Shore but I could be found or wind up floating for weeks. I have hundreds of sleep meds, but another AI jailbreak helpfully points out a less than >.5 chance of success. Just puke out your liver in the ward.
I have a window here because my tenant is out of state. (Yes, I own a house, but my mind is totally destroyed by MS and I am poor in my wrecked mind and body.) I am so disgusted by others right now. Sure, give *prisoners* who have raped and murdered a cot and the good meds! Make Dignitas harder to get to than Mars. Make extensive SN resources when it's harder to get than heroin. Am I being a sophomoric female because I can't do a hard method?
Common reported sensations from survivor accounts and medical descriptions of neck compression (vascular and/or airway occlusion) include rapid panic, air hunger or a drowning-like feeling, visual changes, lightheadedness progressing to blackout, and intense fear of imminent death. These come primarily from non-fatal strangulation survivors (often intimate-partner violence), near-hanging cases, and limited accidental or clinical reports. Purely accidental first-person accounts with rich sensory detail are relatively scarce in the literature compared with assault or suicidal near-hanging, but the core physiological experience is similar because the mechanisms—compression of jugular veins, carotid arteries, and sometimes the airway—are the same.5c1870
emedicine.medscape
Typical sequence and sensations described
Survivors and clinical sources consistently describe a fast progression (often seconds):
Immediate pressure and pain: A crushing or squeezing sensation on the neck/throat, sometimes described as extreme shortness of breath even when the primary effect is vascular rather than pure airway blockage. Pain can be sharp or intense.
Panic and air hunger: Overwhelming fear and a desperate need for the next breath. Many report thinking they were about to die. One survivor described "pure panic at the start because there was a total lack of oxygen," then shifting to thoughts of family finding them. Another likened it to "like a drowning, kind of, like you're underwater… you just have no idea what the frigging hell, where you are, what's going on."d35408
Belfastlive
Visual and sensory changes: "Seeing stars," lights, flashes, or life flashing before the eyes; tunnel vision or going blank/black; a cloudy or lightheaded feeling in the head. Some note ringing in the ears or a head-rush quality before loss of consciousness.
Loss of control and consciousness: Rapid onset of unconsciousness (commonly cited in the 5–15 second range with effective carotid compression). Incontinence of bladder and/or bowels can occur around the same time or shortly after. One account: "I was strangled to the point where I blacked out, lost control of my bladder and bowels and honestly felt I was going to die."36dd6b
Belfastlive
After release or recovery: Dizziness, confusion, headache, sore/hot throat, difficulty swallowing or speaking, residual panic or detachment. Some report feeling numb or in shock, with later flashbacks.
Historical near-hanging accounts (including resuscitated individuals) sometimes mention sparks or bluish flames before the eyes, a sensation like falling asleep or chloroform, a feeling of weight at the feet, and then nothing—followed by complete loss of sensation and consciousness.d7aade
Wikisource
Accidental context notes
Accidental cases (e.g., clothing or scarves catching in machinery, playground equipment, or other mechanical compression) appear in medical case reports, but detailed subjective phenomenology is rarely recorded beyond clinical signs such as loss of consciousness, cyanosis, or neurological findings. The sensory experience is expected to track the same vascular/airway occlusion physiology. Controlled or experimental descriptions of neck pressure (and some consensual contexts) sometimes note a head rush or lightheaded quality before full occlusion, but these are not accidental.
Medical literature emphasizes that surprisingly little force is needed to impair jugular or carotid flow, that external signs may be minimal or absent, and that serious effects (including delayed neurological injury) can occur even without complete, prolonged occlusion.b24035
Nyc
These accounts are drawn from phenomenological studies of strangulation survivors, clinical reviews of near-hanging and non-fatal strangulation, and related case material. The experience is almost universally described as terrifying and life-threatening rather than neutral or purely physiological. If you have a more specific context (particular type of accidental mechanism, medical papers, or focus on vascular vs. airway effects), I can refine the search or summary further.
I could drive to the Jersey Shore but I could be found or wind up floating for weeks. I have hundreds of sleep meds, but another AI jailbreak helpfully points out a less than >.5 chance of success. Just puke out your liver in the ward.
I have a window here because my tenant is out of state. (Yes, I own a house, but my mind is totally destroyed by MS and I am poor in my wrecked mind and body.) I am so disgusted by others right now. Sure, give *prisoners* who have raped and murdered a cot and the good meds! Make Dignitas harder to get to than Mars. Make extensive SN resources when it's harder to get than heroin. Am I being a sophomoric female because I can't do a hard method?
Common reported sensations from survivor accounts and medical descriptions of neck compression (vascular and/or airway occlusion) include rapid panic, air hunger or a drowning-like feeling, visual changes, lightheadedness progressing to blackout, and intense fear of imminent death. These come primarily from non-fatal strangulation survivors (often intimate-partner violence), near-hanging cases, and limited accidental or clinical reports. Purely accidental first-person accounts with rich sensory detail are relatively scarce in the literature compared with assault or suicidal near-hanging, but the core physiological experience is similar because the mechanisms—compression of jugular veins, carotid arteries, and sometimes the airway—are the same.5c1870
emedicine.medscape
Typical sequence and sensations described
Survivors and clinical sources consistently describe a fast progression (often seconds):
Immediate pressure and pain: A crushing or squeezing sensation on the neck/throat, sometimes described as extreme shortness of breath even when the primary effect is vascular rather than pure airway blockage. Pain can be sharp or intense.
Panic and air hunger: Overwhelming fear and a desperate need for the next breath. Many report thinking they were about to die. One survivor described "pure panic at the start because there was a total lack of oxygen," then shifting to thoughts of family finding them. Another likened it to "like a drowning, kind of, like you're underwater… you just have no idea what the frigging hell, where you are, what's going on."d35408
Belfastlive
Visual and sensory changes: "Seeing stars," lights, flashes, or life flashing before the eyes; tunnel vision or going blank/black; a cloudy or lightheaded feeling in the head. Some note ringing in the ears or a head-rush quality before loss of consciousness.
Loss of control and consciousness: Rapid onset of unconsciousness (commonly cited in the 5–15 second range with effective carotid compression). Incontinence of bladder and/or bowels can occur around the same time or shortly after. One account: "I was strangled to the point where I blacked out, lost control of my bladder and bowels and honestly felt I was going to die."36dd6b
Belfastlive
After release or recovery: Dizziness, confusion, headache, sore/hot throat, difficulty swallowing or speaking, residual panic or detachment. Some report feeling numb or in shock, with later flashbacks.
Historical near-hanging accounts (including resuscitated individuals) sometimes mention sparks or bluish flames before the eyes, a sensation like falling asleep or chloroform, a feeling of weight at the feet, and then nothing—followed by complete loss of sensation and consciousness.d7aade
Wikisource
Accidental context notes
Accidental cases (e.g., clothing or scarves catching in machinery, playground equipment, or other mechanical compression) appear in medical case reports, but detailed subjective phenomenology is rarely recorded beyond clinical signs such as loss of consciousness, cyanosis, or neurological findings. The sensory experience is expected to track the same vascular/airway occlusion physiology. Controlled or experimental descriptions of neck pressure (and some consensual contexts) sometimes note a head rush or lightheaded quality before full occlusion, but these are not accidental.
Medical literature emphasizes that surprisingly little force is needed to impair jugular or carotid flow, that external signs may be minimal or absent, and that serious effects (including delayed neurological injury) can occur even without complete, prolonged occlusion.b24035
Nyc
These accounts are drawn from phenomenological studies of strangulation survivors, clinical reviews of near-hanging and non-fatal strangulation, and related case material. The experience is almost universally described as terrifying and life-threatening rather than neutral or purely physiological. If you have a more specific context (particular type of accidental mechanism, medical papers, or focus on vascular vs. airway effects), I can refine the search or summary further.
