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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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I'm ready to CTB but i'm afraid
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8
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Praestat_Mori
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Busridin'26
Venting Feeling "better" and I hate my body.
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0
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355
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Catching_the_bus
Anyone else have a playlist of music to listen to as they CTB?
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20
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2K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
isthisit?
Why do I want to ctb?
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10
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588
JustWantOut500
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HopefulSleep
Help How long does suffocation with a plastic bag and drowning take max until you are dead?
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0
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614
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
HermitLonerGuy
Unemployed so cant afford methods. Should I Attempt by jumping from a high building or drowning or wait to get a job and buy a gun or poison/opiods?
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11
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836
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
one.way.out
Discussion Should rapists, pedos, murderers, etc. ctb?
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72
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3K
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
Librarian
Help help compressing carotid artery
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3
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855
Librarian
Librarian
M
Method Improvisation
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5
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697
Charlie-Bravo
Charlie-Bravo
Jule_from_Germany
Update
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10
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666
CHA0S
CHA0S
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Method the types of knots for hanging
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8
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4K
prv
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Unattainable666
REASONS FOR CTB
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31
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2K
InaudibleEcho
InaudibleEcho
FireFox
Society's reaction to suicide is just pure f*cking hypocrisy
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36
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2K
Gonnerr
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InaudibleEcho
Discussion Fellow trans people?
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6
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1K
meowingnomore
meowingnomore
M
Suicide - an act of supreme bravery
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3
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2K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people use positive words to describe existence
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3
Views
511
floaxed
floaxed
InaudibleEcho
Venting Do I even deserve to live?
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6
Views
523
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
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Discussion Assisted suicide, VAD, Pegasos, Dignitas...
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129
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14K
drboyz
D
A
Maybe life is a gift?
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16
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863
Gonnerr
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Being discreet and respectful when trying to buy N in Mexico
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4
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916
Ernest1964
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Method Why is everyone scared of the “train” method?
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105
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16K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
willitpass
Venting I fucked up
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3
Views
508
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Ambivalent1
Is it better to be dead if the life you want is unattainable?
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46
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2K
Mocon33
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CTB Dream
Venting All progress life lose
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5
Views
471
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
T
N source
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17
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1K
AlTheObviousAlien
AlTheObviousAlien
L
Method Paracetamol/Tylenol
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0
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612
lna_
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ihatethisplanet
Opinion on whether these medications could work
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3
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470
ihatethisplanet
ihatethisplanet
EndJstifiesTheMeans
  • Poll
Do you wish to go back in time?
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37
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1K
FailerQt.
FailerQt.
J
  • Question
Method 3M Versaflo S-533L - how do you connect to the regulator?
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5
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1K
bannedfromtv
bannedfromtv
N
  • Question
Story por que deus
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2
Views
393
sulli
sulli
Terrible00
Venting Hopelessness
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2
Views
367
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
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Help Antimetic or no antimetic
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8
Views
963
jemetire
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dwindlingfirst
Method I think I found it(update)
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15
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2K
dwindlingfirst
dwindlingfirst
EndJstifiesTheMeans
hygiene
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14
Views
806
Valky
Valky
N
Have you ever feel like a wasted potential?
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22
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1K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
isthisit?
Help Anyone know where to get SN - estonia/baltics
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0
Views
400
isthisit?
isthisit?
paranous
In my life in general, I would be sad, my heart would be broken, etc. I could get used to anything. but the meaninglessness of life pushes me to ctb.
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4
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347
Darkover
Darkover
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Worst Med
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2
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393
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
struggles_inc
Discussion Hello!
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5
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418
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
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Have you ever...
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11
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822
isthisit?
isthisit?
I
Best way to kill yourself by accessable medications OD
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7
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1K
azo
azo
sad_dude
  • Question
Method possible ways to die by vitamin overdose?
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15
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2K
AlTheObviousAlien
AlTheObviousAlien
anathemaa
Finally doing it
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38
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3K
isthisit?
isthisit?
jussaloser
is it weird that i dont wanna be helped?
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11
Views
481
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Eternal Sleep!
Does SN degrade with high temperatures?
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2
Views
416
Eternal Sleep!
Eternal Sleep!
hahayeaj
Happy with death- have loved ones be happy for me
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6
Views
469
hahayeaj
hahayeaj
Darkover
the miracle is to never exist
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3
Views
377
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Poll
If they close that website, would you ctb
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12
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1K
ggetout33
ggetout33
bellinda
Feeling light and relieved when suicide is planned
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20
Views
872
bellinda
bellinda
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Story My mum warned me against a former friend who ended up ruining my life - Is this my “karma” as they say for not listening to her?
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0
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343
Goodgirlryeo101
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