Sodium Nitrite was Extremely Painful in my Experience

[Lupgevif]

@Lupgevif oh lol soz I get you now. It's originally meant to be for 50+ so I guess that's part of the reason?

Oh, yeah, I completely forgot about the age detail too, it may indeed interfere in its reach.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Oh, yeah, I completely forgot about the age detail too, it may indeed interfere in its reach.

I could be wrong on the PPH being intended strictly 50+, although it's probably aimed at that age group. I know exit international is 50+ only but I'm not entirely sure what that is-only another 14 years to go til I can get access lol.

 

[Lupgevif]

I could be wrong on the PPH being intended strictly 50+, although it's probably aimed at that age group. I know exit international is 50+ only but I'm not entirely sure what that is-only another 14 years to go til I can get access lol.

I strongly believe PPH is also 50+, I attempted to buy it myself once.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

yeah, I hate to doubt people if they've been through a horrific attempt, it's just all very odd and we need clarification. Somehow don't think OP is gonna come back and give it though...

I don't doubt op at all but it'd be great if they come back and clear things but I agree, somehow I don't think they'll come back

I also had a failed SN attempt. It was September 2022. I might make a thread of my own at some point to answer questions.

Please do so, it's never a bad thing to share it.

If anyone's got failed a sn experience to share then now is a good time to share as much of it as possible, on a separate thread of course.

 

[exitplease]

Thank you so much for sharing this. Are you able to describe in more detail what the pain and the feeling of suffocation felt like?
I'm so devestated by this - I hope I don't have a similar reaction. So grateful for your post, it's best to be prepared for anything.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Thank you so much for sharing this. Are you able to describe in more detail what the pain and the feeling of suffocation felt like?
I'm so devestated by this - I hope I don't have a similar reaction. So grateful for your post, it's best to be prepared for anything.

we won't know till OP decides to ever respond and so far, it's been nothing but questions, questions and more questions so till we know something, we don't know anything.

 

[exitplease]

we won't know till OP decides to ever respond and so far, it's been nothing but questions, questions and more questions so till we know something, we don't know anything.

He only posted yesterday and has already responded to a few questions/posts - give the guy a rest lol, we are not entitled to his answers.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

He only posted yesterday and has already responded to a few questions/posts - give the guy a rest lol, we are not entitled to his answers.

We're not yes but the OP has had a while to think about what posting this thread would create in terms of what people would want to know.

 

[Lupgevif]

He only posted yesterday and has already responded to a few questions/posts - give the guy a rest lol, we are not entitled to his answers.

They posted some things that raise some suspicion, a lot of which has not yet been addressed. Members of this forum live in a costant paranoia of their preferred method not being trustyworth, so if you are going to say such method is not a good idea, the minimum we expect from you is a coherent story.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

They posted some things that raise some suspicion, a lot of which has not yet been addressed. Members of this forum live in a costant paranoia of their preferred method not being trustyworth, so if you are going to say such method is not a good idea, the minimum we expect from you is a coherent story.

Exactly.

 

[Intoxicated]

yes, maybe someone sent him nitrate by mistake. How do I know that my nitrite will not become nitrate?

The simplest way to detect pure NaNO3 is burning a mixture of sugar with it

Spoiler: Burning sugar with sodium nitrate

NaNO2 won't be able to oxidize sugar like that. Determining the purity of NaNO2 is a more difficult thing. Perhaps, it would be more easy to produce a stronger poison (such as CO or H2S) than perform a sufficiently informative purity check for NaNO2.

 

[Meditation guide]

Isn't the blood test a good way to judge sodium nitrite, or does sodium nitrate turn blood brown too?

 

[dangero]

I'm surprised there are so many threads about this SN. I'm repulsed by the very description of not being able to swallow the mixture because it's so disgusting.

I don't know, isn't it better to take sleeping pills and have a rope around your neck in the meantime? You keep your balance until you fall asleep, when you fall asleep you fly down.

Or anesthetic and cutting the femoral artery.
Here on video, during a break-in, he fell on glass that cut his femoral artery; you can see how quickly he bled. Of course, I'm aware that doing it by accident doesn't hurt as much as doing it yourself, but that's what painkillers are for so that it hurts less. During the break-in he had a high level of adrenaline, besides, he was not constantly thinking about this cut, with a suicide attempt you constantly think about it, you focus your consciousness on it. https://www.sadistic.pl/wlamywacz-vt578897.htm

 

[John Ryder]

I'm not stupid enough to take nitrate. And you need help if you think anyone cares enough to launch a psyop to convince you not to kill yourself. I literally talk about hanging and shotguns in my opening post. dumbass

PrO LiFe PsYoP lmfao. God the cope in this thread

 

[Lupgevif]

I'm surprised there are so many threads about this SN. I'm repulsed by the very description of not being able to swallow the mixture because it's so disgusting.

I don't know, isn't it better to take sleeping pills and have a rope around your neck in the meantime? You keep your balance until you fall asleep, when you fall asleep you fly down.

Or anesthetic and cutting the femoral artery.
Here on video, during a break-in, he fell on glass that cut his femoral artery; you can see how quickly he bled. Of course, I'm aware that doing it by accident doesn't hurt as much as doing it yourself, but that's what painkillers are for so that it hurts less. During the break-in he had a high level of adrenaline, besides, he was not constantly thinking about this cut, with a suicide attempt you constantly think about it, you focus your consciousness on it. https://www.sadistic.pl/wlamywacz-vt578897.htm

Hanging? Sure. Do you know how long it takes for you to fall asleep after taking the pills, though? And what if you don't hang properly, and pass out in a position that doesn't kill you and leave you alive with brain damage? And what if you take so many pills you fall asleep fast? Well, you probably won't be able to hang yourself properly either. "When you fall asleep you fly down"? Talk about wishful thinking. Once you fall asleep, things get out of your control. And purposefuly cutting yourself? Extremely hard to achieve. Also, it depends a lot on how wide the cut is, and how fast you will bleed out. If the only problem of SN is the water that tastes yucky (which isn't, but you only mentioned it), then you are better off taking it over these two other methods you mentioned.

 

[AnonymousRobin]

In my experience it was the anxiety and heart palpitations that where the worst for me. I took a full dose 25g and meto as well as propranolol, no benzos. It took about 10 minutes to start where I was sat down and realised I was getting dizzy so lay down. I then started to get really really cold, and either shiver violently or seize. I was short on breath but could still talk and was definitely turning blue, my lips, face and finger tips. My seizing ended up waking someone up and the ambulance was called, I think I passed out because I can't remember the ambulance, all I remember was sitting with a canula in and my skin was dyed blue by the methylene blue. They left the sn just sitting right beside me and I was really tempted just to pocket it but didn't :(

I was scared of sn for a while after that, but two years later I still think sn is my proffered method. Whole thing can't have been more than 15-20 minutes.

 

[serenec]

I managed to get hold of some in the UK eventually and I managed to convince my carers that it was a headache mixture - he didn't mix enough in though. Gawd that was a rough few hours! I'd imagine if it had been the correct amount I'd have passed out very quickly from low blood oxygen.

 

[Spectre]

Thank you so much for sharing this. Are you able to describe in more detail what the pain and the feeling of suffocation felt like?
I'm so devestated by this - I hope I don't have a similar reaction. So grateful for your post, it's best to be prepared for anything.

It felt like suffocating and a heaviness in my chest

 

[dangero]

Hanging? Sure. Do you know how long it takes for you to fall asleep after taking the pills, though? And what if you don't hang properly, and pass out in a position that doesn't kill you and leave you alive with brain damage? And what if you take so many pills you fall asleep fast? Well, you probably won't be able to hang yourself properly either. "When you fall asleep you fly down"? Talk about wishful thinking.

My uncle got drunk to the point of unconsciousness, hung his pants belt on the door handle, in the morning he was found dead. I really find it hard to believe that he consciously suffocated himself, his head just dropped spontaneously. He had a pants belt hanging around his neck, his body lying on the ground.

If the only problem of SN is the water that tastes yucky (which isn't, but you only mentioned it), then you are better off taking it over these two other methods you mentioned.

You're employing manipulation here; I didn't say that was the only downside of this method. The sheer fact of severe nausea effectively deters me, coupled with a high failure rate.

 

[Spectre]

OP wouldn't even know about SN most likely if it wasn't for this site yet they took it two years ago? So were they a member back then? Why just give their experiences now on a brand new account?

I went into recovery afterwards. But now I want to kill myself again. My old account is still on here, somewhere.

The most popular books about suicide methods have been addressing SN for years now. This forum talk about SN because of these books, and not the other way around.

I just want to bring awareness to a small detail, though: in the off-topic section, OP made a post asking why they couldn't see chat or other people profiles "anymore", even though their account is 2 days old only. The use of the word "anymore" pretty much reveals they have been on this forum before. Maybe they were banned, maybe they lost their account. I still think they may not be lying about their SN attempt, but this person is indeed suspicious at this point.

My old account was LonelyDude15 , with the dinosaur avatar. There's nothing suspicious about it. I went back to school and I didn't need an account on a sucide forum at the time.

 

[Lupgevif]

My uncle got drunk to the point of unconsciousness, hung his pants belt on the door handle, in the morning he was found dead. I really find it hard to believe that he consciously suffocated himself, his head just dropped spontaneously.

Sure, lots of people kill themselves easily. Lots of them don't (and harm themselves for the rest of their lives). All methods have their benefits and their disadvantages. And some people seem to have "luck" at their side too.

 

[John Ryder]

OP is indeed suspicious at this point! God, fucking relax, Columbo

 

[Lupgevif]

My old account was LonelyDude15 , with the dinosaur avatar. There's nothing suspicious about it. I went back to school and I didn't need an account on a sucide forum at the time.

Alright, sorry for being suspicious of you. Thanks for clarifying things.

OP is indeed suspicious at this point! God, fucking relax, Columbo

They were. And I do not regret stating it.

 

[Spectre]

These questions are getting confusing and overwhelming I'm just going to ask my doctor for the hospital records and post an anonymized version of them here. I just wanted to talk to other people who had a bad experience with SN. I really don't care if you want to choose it as your suicide method. Why would I try to scare people away from it? Like literally why would I care?

 

[LaVieEnRose]

These questions are getting confusing and overwhelming I'm just going to ask my doctor for the hospital records and post an anonymized version of them here. I just wanted to talk to other people who had a bad experience with SN. I really don't care if you want to choose it as your suicide method. Why would I try to scare people away from it? Like literally why would I care?

Yoh don't have to do that.

You might want to step away from this thread.

I guess your experience is why they started to recommend benzodiazepines in the PPH, which would have been after your attempt sadly.

 

[Anon1337]

My uncle got drunk to the point of unconsciousness, hung his pants belt on the door handle, in the morning he was found dead. I really find it hard to believe that he consciously suffocated himself, his head just dropped spontaneously. He had a pants belt hanging around his neck, his body lying on the ground.


You're employing manipulation here; I didn't say that was the only downside of this method. The sheer fact of severe nausea effectively deters me, coupled with a high failure rate.

High failure rate? Lots of evidence to suggest otherwise. Sodium Nitrite is extremely toxic and deadly. A dental nurse ingested a one gram tablet (used for preventing rust) and died.

I'm not really sure what OP expected after titling their thread 'Sodium Nitrite is extremely painful' something like that before he edited it. As well as joining shortly before posting. Of course members are going to be skeptical? When threads like this are posted people are going to question it because it's a popular method on here.

 

[Lupgevif]

You're employing manipulation here; I didn't say that was the only downside of this method. The sheer fact of severe nausea effectively deters me, coupled with a high failure rate.

Then why did you feel the need to suggest two other methods? One of which also has a high failure rate (cutting).

High failure rate? Lots of evidence to suggest otherwise. Sodium Nitrite is extremely toxic and deadly. A dental nurse ingested a one gram tablet (used for preventing rust) and died.

 

[dangero]

High failure rate? Lots of evidence to suggest otherwise. Sodium Nitrite is extremely toxic and deadly. A dental nurse ingested a one gram tablet (used for preventing rust) and died.

If you manage to swallow it without vomiting, then absolutely, there's a very high fatality rate. 1g? That must have been a painful death.

 

[Anon1337]

If you manage to swallow it without vomiting, then absolutely, there's a very high fatality rate. 1g? That must have been a painful death.

Here

 

[dggtscccvfd]

If you manage to swallow it without vomiting, then absolutely, there's a very high fatality rate. 1g? That must have been a painful death.

Even with vomiting, some have still successfully CTB. It's quite unpredictable.