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Reywashere

Reywashere

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Aug 20, 2023
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Sometimes I ask myself "what something that could prevent me from ctb 100% if it happen" even if it's impossible. I imagine my life after that thing and I fall asleep. It's my favorite game
 
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steppenwolf

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Oct 25, 2023
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Interesting. I can see how that might be helpful. Unfortunately, I'm the opposite. I can't imagine anything that would 100% make life permanently worth living that isn't itself life-limiting. So instead I think about what something would make ctb absolutely a no-brainer, and satisfy myself that that something hasn't actually happened yet.
 
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slowlyrotting

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Nov 18, 2023
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I sometimes think about what would get me not to ctb too. There's not much, but sometimes its nice to think about what would actually make life worth living.
 
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doormat25

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Oct 25, 2023
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I would like to feel safe and loved.
 
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