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Suicide Discussion

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beachlifeindeath
Venting my last attempt at living
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2
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333
hunyen420
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asian.neet
How to order Nitrogen online?
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0
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348
asian.neet
asian.neet
dizzdesi
Those of you who DON'T live alone: what's your method?
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5
Views
618
Alcoholic Teletubby
Alcoholic Teletubby
howcanigo
Discussion Why do you think autistic women kill themselves at a higher rate?
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25
Views
2K
drownll
drownll
sserafim
Do you think that non-existence is preferable to life?
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12
Views
738
sserafim
sserafim
Oneness
Venting I hate that humans have a physical existence
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16
Views
730
sserafim
sserafim
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people glorify the hellish reality of this existence.
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4
Views
678
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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What did OFCOM say when they reached out to this website?
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1
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427
Outsidelessness
Outsidelessness
BreakTheCycle
One last YIHAAA towards my final destination. Goodbye people
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69
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6K
Euthanza
Euthanza
busreservation92
If only I had access…
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0
Views
263
busreservation92
busreservation92
Versailles
Venting I'm sorry
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0
Views
277
Versailles
Versailles
moodswinsS
Venting I feel chewed up and spat out by god, or dog
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0
Views
390
moodswinsS
moodswinsS
W
Suicidal Anonymous....wouldn't it be nice
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5
Views
634
DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123
joolfive
Help Catching The Bus would be the dumbest decision, yet I still need to.
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2
Views
397
R_N
R_N
_Minsk
  • Poll
Does season matter to you when you ctb?
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17
Views
881
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
I
So called "loved" ones. Are they your reason?
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19
Views
813
stillvoices
stillvoices
Bad-luck
question about specific thread
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2
Views
395
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
iheartreb
Method slitting my wrists
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1
Views
607
tinyghost
tinyghost
M
Has anyone had serotonin syndrome?
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12
Views
1K
Outsidelessness
Outsidelessness
tinyghost
going to the golden gate bridge
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3
Views
593
tinyghost
tinyghost
Neogoloid
Help My partial hanging set up, what are your thoughts? Also do you have any advice or tips?
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8
Views
1K
Outsidelessness
Outsidelessness
S
Story I failed CTB last night and I’m angry (Portland OR)
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1
Views
499
Apology
Apology
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide is self care, death is the only relief
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5
Views
595
R_N
R_N
T
Help I’m going to CTB today
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7
Views
842
GuiltyJohnDoe
GuiltyJohnDoe
R
Just bought razors 🔥🔥
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6
Views
855
firepunch
firepunch
Stormy Raine
Discussion How many attempts to ctb? What was your worse failed attempt?
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54
Views
3K
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
L
Im going to do it this Friday, than my pain will be over and I won’t have to deal with this world anymore.
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0
Views
318
lunarusdemaskiss
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Darkover
The world is a terrible place. Why should I stay alive suffering?
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2
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Neogoloid
Help Is this high enough for a fatal fall? Please don’t ignore, come help an ugly loser catch the bus
Replies
1
Views
515
Miscreated
Miscreated
Z
Story my story
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6
Views
801
vuberpoot1
vuberpoot1
Darkover
why live at all
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2
Views
445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annxietty
Cutting
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2
Views
393
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
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Can't CTB anymore
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3
Views
497
PleaseHelp82
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edea666
Venting When will this end?
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2
Views
436
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Pain
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1
Views
304
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dejadoom
What’s more damaging?
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1
Views
361
hermestrimegistus
hermestrimegistus
C
Question about the inert gas method.
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1
Views
376
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
P
Planning on ctb with fentanyl
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8
Views
1K
Apology
Apology
RedHates
Im scared to do anything because bad things keep happening to me.
Replies
1
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Neogoloid
Discussion Does anyone else hate making a date for when you’re gonna ctb? I like to just take one day at a time
Replies
13
Views
839
k1w1
K
diseasedstreetcat
Venting Afraid of going to hell
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19
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
Life has no meaning
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3
Views
412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Some place nice
Venting Idk how to feel
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0
Views
334
Some place nice
Some place nice
Darkover
Life is fucking horrible
Replies
11
Views
666
Vesiira
Vesiira
LupuZ8
Help Price for Nitrogen
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0
Views
367
LupuZ8
LupuZ8
M
i can’t fucking do it i’m too scared of the pain
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5
Views
682
Vesiira
Vesiira
S
I always wonder whether there’s anyone on this planet who is truly truly happy and has no issues
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15
Views
696
bigfishlittlefish
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LunaDreamwalk
  • Question
Help Nembutal in germany
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4
Views
831
LunaDreamwalk
LunaDreamwalk
bridgeluvr626
Good cover story for CO?
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0
Views
389
bridgeluvr626
bridgeluvr626
spiderwbs
Venting I hate college so much
Replies
3
Views
393
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