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Suicide Discussion

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mono
Why haven't you ctb yet?
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21
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699
Amidaa
Amidaa
A
I don't really want to CTB; would rather the bus catch me.
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12
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1K
Ashu
Ashu
Mauersegler
Venting God, this is a nightmare
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12
Views
721
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
jacrispy
Venting hopeless.
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12
Views
1K
DystopianWorld94
D
L
If God has a plan for all of us, is suicide a part of that plan as well?
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68
Views
4K
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
hikikomorei
Help i'm desperate with no idea how to rehome my cat before i die
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8
Views
1K
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
x Variable
Venting Im sick of dealing with the consequences of my failed attempts
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8
Views
581
x Variable
x Variable
T
Knot in Front or Back?
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0
Views
499
thetrout
T
LonelyKitten
Venting Wish I'd come here before it was too late
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3
Views
510
flowers in the mist
flowers in the mist
OpalCheesecake
Discussion Dead Animal at Doorstep
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14
Views
905
OpalCheesecake
OpalCheesecake
anon05
Help Any CTB methods that don't require money?
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3
Views
464
Lulzacruel
Lulzacruel
captainhook
Help Is it possible that I might have PTSD?
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6
Views
503
guayabas
guayabas
suicidalcatlady
Help Planning on ctb tonight, please please read my plan over for SN / advice
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3
Views
474
hunterfla
hunterfla
666thereaperofsoulz
Venting Soon ctb with heroin
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8
Views
556
666thereaperofsoulz
666thereaperofsoulz
midnightluv
Venting I have a date now
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19
Views
993
midnightluv
midnightluv
Unattainable666
WHAT WOULD KEEP YOU HERE?
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18
Views
494
brokeandbroken
B
M
The biggest reason (besides health) why I want to die is that I have to live in a society
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4
Views
339
brokeandbroken
B
reviveneon
Goodbye, hopefully
Replies
5
Views
727
DoomerPrince
DoomerPrince
kingrat
Venting A rant ig?
Replies
3
Views
413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LittleAngel
Venting I feel fake
Replies
6
Views
482
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
fockingurmoma
Method Od on allergey pills.
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6
Views
656
busybee
busybee
D
Help 11-hour Time-Frame in a Hotel Enough to CTB with SN?
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4
Views
558
diyCTB
D
Brokensaddle
I feel so defeated and disappointed in life.
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4
Views
321
Aloneisbestforme
Aloneisbestforme
caliban
Discussion Suicide shouldn't be stigmatized as a sad/ depressed act
Replies
12
Views
908
caliban
caliban
020x
ChatGPT and N
Replies
10
Views
984
020x
020x
Suicidal Ideation
Venting I feel devoid of any emotion
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1
Views
280
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Will N ever come back?
Replies
5
Views
479
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Myra_Toast
Venting Why has god made me like this
Replies
15
Views
1K
San_Miguel
San_Miguel
C
Rehome pet to SaSu member after CBT
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2
Views
328
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MrDarkness
Failed partial 8 times idk what now
Replies
19
Views
785
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Gloomislost
Venting I hate that CTB is so hard to do
Replies
13
Views
1K
Gloomislost
Gloomislost
Takamagahara
Venting "You have to love yourself first before other people love you!"
Replies
21
Views
1K
pyroxenic
pyroxenic
CW36
Bridgend SI (Suicide Incidents)
Replies
20
Views
1K
CW36
CW36
Bobbylobby
Help Chances Of SN Working?
Replies
5
Views
448
Lulzacruel
Lulzacruel
E
The paradox of removing emotion when assessing if ending my life is the right decision - NPD and rabbit hole of seeking the truth
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0
Views
335
EndOfTheLine84
E
A
Method Best way to ctb
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15
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
squareminus1
Discussion Parents House
Replies
1
Views
307
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
M
Venting Broke up with gf
Replies
17
Views
995
chop
chop
venin
Venting Why is life so fucking cruel?
Replies
9
Views
523
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Do you engage in denial about your mental health issues, etc thinking they won't last forever and that the life you want is possible?
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22
Views
811
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
_Alfarooq_
Discussion Why is it so peaceful to think about CTB?
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7
Views
607
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
Why am I still here?
Replies
3
Views
339
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
tpboy
On this site I see a lot of talk about SI. Could I get some clarification?
Replies
7
Views
792
tpboy
tpboy
Torrinedw
Venting i dont know what to do
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2
Views
319
TheMetalhead
T
lilypeachoo
My identity
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2
Views
357
bloodblacknothing
bloodblacknothing
DeathSleep
Just venting
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3
Views
280
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
S
Desperate to die
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7
Views
898
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
bloopbloop
Story get me outta this countryyydhdhdg
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10
Views
543
bloopbloop
bloopbloop
persuasion
I maneuvered myself in a dire situation
Replies
1
Views
287
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BBY
Venting Stuffs
Replies
2
Views
272
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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