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Suicide Discussion

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FireFox
My own relatives even organised for me to be abused and almost were successful in getting me abused
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585
Morte
Morte
O
Help I am gonna take a bunch of tylenol before i sleep
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9
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2K
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Was hanging painful in your experience?
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2
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712
Nobody1
N
A
Venting I am tired of fighting
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0
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332
Aplev
A
sarahponton
Ctb soon
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9
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966
sarahponton
sarahponton
D
Help Anyone have the lastest- 2023 version of The Peaecfullpill Handbook The Essentials (eHandbook or Print Edition) pdf file?
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19
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2K
peacetoall
peacetoall
MeowTheFlemishCat
Venting You're not meant to be happy, you're meant to survive
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7
Views
593
Spike Spiegel
Spike Spiegel
I
im confused
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5
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437
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
T
Venting Self sabotage
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9
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710
ThatStateOfMind
T
LunaRose
My Due Date
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8
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845
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
G
Venting My friend attempted CTB yesterday
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0
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446
gethsemane
G
N
Mexico for N
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4
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693
peacetoall
peacetoall
M
Help Experience with Benzos?
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12
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2K
Alessa
Alessa
T
Help Uncommon case 1
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5
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1K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
asian.neet
looking back at your past self compared to today would you tell your past self to CTB?
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33
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1K
Specific_Milk
Specific_Milk
D
Tomorrow morning is the day
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13
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1K
doublecupj
D
Navi
Venting People just can't seem to leave me alone.
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2
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443
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
asian.neet
Venting FEEL LIKE SCREAMING SO I WILL SCREAM HERE.
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3
Views
431
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
justaghost_
Method Zopiclone OD.
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6
Views
809
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
S
I love to do it the way AJ did in Sopranos
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0
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332
SpaxeZ
S
S
Discussion Does anyone else get really nostalgic when you’re planning to ctb?
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19
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2K
SpaxeZ
S
S
Jumping
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11
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1K
sundown12
sundown12
FuneralCry
Venting Existence only ever causes unnecessary pain and problems
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2
Views
461
Latubmen
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hermestrimegistus
Suicidal alcoholics?
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6
Views
465
F@#$
F
ForgottenAgain
Discussion Can one really become insane?
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10
Views
873
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
BoyInTheBox
Discussion I'd prefer being kidnapped rather than ctb
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4
Views
557
BoyInTheBox
BoyInTheBox
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What would you say the pain levels are for the following methods? 0 is not painful, 10 is the most painful
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3
Views
521
Forever Sleep
F
notori
Venting I want it to end now
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2
Views
412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Thinking of ctb this weekend
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1
Views
336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost_my_soul
Selfish people
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2
Views
373
CrystallicEyes
CrystallicEyes
Pardoe84
SN surival
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0
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358
Pardoe84
Pardoe84
R
where to find somewhere high enough to jump from?
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0
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381
romeinjuly
R
Iwashereonce
why are AEs not otc in the US?
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0
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310
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
hoppy
Method Obtaining N2 tank without car
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9
Views
959
casual_existence
casual_existence
leavingthesoultrap
Help Anyone recently oredered SN to Ontario Canada? how did it go?
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0
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321
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
ijustwishtodie
Venting For me, I can never see myself willingly choosing life over wanting to be dead
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2
Views
439
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
S
Venting Well, the final straw happened
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4
Views
708
Dot
Dot
EternalPain
I care too much and I hate myself for it
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0
Views
291
EternalPain
EternalPain
S
how to die from a ligature?
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1
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688
todienomore
todienomore
NegativeSymptoms
Resource Indian doctor on lethality of SN
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4
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1K
King Ashoka
K
I
Punjabi Indian here?
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1
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401
King Ashoka
K
justanotherhuman237
age when people feel the need to CTB
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31
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1K
BarnabasCollins
BarnabasCollins
Freaknik
“Just Wait”
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6
Views
557
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
Waiting for death
I have three more weeks to be here maybe
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3
Views
379
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
J
Tired of feeling like shit all the time
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0
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317
jamesLXIX
J
ve.nin
Venting I wish I had Ctb-ed 8 years ago
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17
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1K
BarnabasCollins
BarnabasCollins
T
Method SN drink in few minutes
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59
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4K
ThatStateOfMind
T
Neogoloid
When the body convulses during hanging, will just shake or can you end up in an entirely different position?
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6
Views
788
Orbitc
Orbitc
FuneralCry
Venting We are all just waiting to die anyway.
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4
Views
448
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Finalnight
Venting I don’t feel welcome in this forum
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72
Views
5K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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