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Suicide Discussion

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ceasellthepain
Venting relapsing constantly everytime i feel like im getting better
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287
ceasellthepain
ceasellthepain
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I don't really wanna die, but all of my goals and dreams are irretrievably buried and impossible
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0
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176
Tnatalie
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47a920
how the fuck does anyone make friends
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10
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597
gravestone
gravestone
FaultyCepheus
Help Test/failed attempt i guess
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10
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766
FaultyCepheus
FaultyCepheus
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Any good S blogs, personal stories, video series etc.. recommendations?
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0
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90
Tnatalie
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woofwag
Misery
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7
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480
Forever Sleep
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T^T
Venting I’m a bystander to my own bad decisions
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2
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330
MicahBell
MicahBell
yeaimhere13
just talking
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1
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237
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
Marshjupiter
Venting Thoughts
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1
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294
fallen.dove
fallen.dove
SuicidalTranny737
What is truly the best method?
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2
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372
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
throwaway070806
Venting Untitled
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0
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209
throwaway070806
throwaway070806
d-tea
Venting I don't even know how to title this.
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2
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530
ConfusedClouds
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Discussion Do countries that offer assisted euthanasia provide counseling to help you accept your upcoming exit?
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5
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242
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
Szarur-abi
leaving church before CTB
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10
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524
BlackDoor
BlackDoor
N
Cartoid incision with an open DE razor
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14
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646
noiloone
N
Unrequitedlife
Help Benzo alternative
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8
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532
Unrequitedlife
Unrequitedlife
callmeskin
Personality disorders
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9
Views
628
callmeskin
callmeskin
xriddlex
Method How to get SN in Norway?
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2
Views
333
xriddlex
xriddlex
COP2CON
From Cop to Convict, a hello.
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39
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3K
CatLvr
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Marsoff
Venting Normally Overloaded
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0
Views
147
Marsoff
Marsoff
goldenwitch
Venting The universe has given me the final okay to do it
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4
Views
497
moralfag
moralfag
Z
Xanexx
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1
Views
209
Groundhog_Day
Groundhog_Day
L
ICE STORM
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14
Views
578
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
S
Help SN alone with no meds
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1
Views
226
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
rotten_hrtz
Venting I don't understand why I spoke too much
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5
Views
581
vyvanceandvodka
vyvanceandvodka
Crematoryy
More loneliness every night
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1
Views
195
Dreamwalker
Dreamwalker
freakypossum
Help Is quetiapine enough to handle SN?
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3
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410
MourningFlower
MourningFlower
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talk to someone about it
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19
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705
lauretta
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Cyrene
Obtaining metoclopramide, prescribed zofran
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3
Views
337
spero_meliora
spero_meliora
maybe_rabies
Shipping SN from Poland to the USA
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6
Views
672
gayboy300
G
betterinthedark
Venting Nightmare
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4
Views
350
webb&flow
webb&flow
Ivernia
Venting Why is it always so hard to do
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1
Views
317
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
jajajamielee
Venting fuck my fucking life and fuck my fucking family
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7
Views
625
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
ArteriesBindEveryon
What counts as a "real" suicide attempt?
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6
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550
beardyoldcorpse
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primadonna_
Discussion Psychiatric care is full of shit and why the government should be helping people ctb
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5
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483
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
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  • Question
Feedback for hanging method please
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5
Views
754
Exhausted546
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badatparties
Discussion Don't give out sources or instruction
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40
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2K
dewasrite
dewasrite
DYLLPYCKLE
  • Question
Method SN And Vomiting Risk
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3
Views
455
Forveleth
F
G
Venting to much emotional pain to handle
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6
Views
573
reticulator
R
nopurposeinanything
Help please help
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9
Views
427
reticulator
R
Dreamwalker
Isn't It Romantic ??
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5
Views
336
boyafraid
boyafraid
Olivie_420
Method Desperate for ctb
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9
Views
516
idontknowwhatiam
I
BPDtgirl
Ordered SN in the UK. Supplier withheld package and reports to UK authorities
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15
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1K
whoisit
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A Lifetime of Relentless Pain
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3
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294
violetforever
violetforever
slitribz
Venting I genuinely hate everything about my life.
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4
Views
360
Deer_Dairy
D
prompt_critical
Can we talk about trains.
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4
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505
violetforever
violetforever
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Venting Summarized my life, decided consiously, gathering courage and resources
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0
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214
Deer_Dairy
D
OzymandiAsh
  • Poll
Discussion Anyone feel like being a member on this forum might make CTB more difficult?
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39
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2K
OzymandiAsh
OzymandiAsh
Androgynous
Discussion Don't force people to stay.
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6
Views
580
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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I'm so ugly
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0
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107
BGman89
B
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