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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
497
One of the things I look forward to when I CTB is simply not breathing anymore. I'm so sick of it. 24/7 my body just constantly breathing for air. In and out and in and out. Wish I would just stop breathing forever, I really hate it.
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2025
483
For a second i thought you wrote in the title bathing. I never thought about how many times we breathe. I agree it is annoying. Being a brain in a robot body would be nice. No need to breathe or eat or sleep i could play games or watch anime without a break. Maybe then i could finally catch up with my "to watch list" which gets longer every week.
 
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whorror

whorror

It's Ok I Wouldn't Remember Me Either
May 27, 2025
87
I think like that when if comes to the heart beating. Like my body wants so much to be alive every second, non stop beatin, but my mind is far gone, it died a long time ago. Why does the breathing and beating won't stop just like that?
 
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lostinthecha0s

lostinthecha0s

Borrowed time.
Jul 29, 2026
9
for me it's the constant hunger of my body using energy that I no longer wish to expend. I hate eating so hunger pains are what I deal with.

I think like that when if comes to the heart beating. Like my body wants so much to be alive every second, non stop beatin, but my mind is far gone, it died a long time ago. Why does the breathing and beating won't stop just like that?
I feel this every day. Why does a body that strives for life host a brain that craves death like the yummiest dessert known to man
 
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Suine Kurisu

Suine Kurisu

professional idiot
Feb 25, 2023
19
i hate the physical sensation of it. the more i concentrate on it the more i wish it would stop. eating makes me feel the exact same way. just thinking about it is disgusting to me.
 
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