Venting I want to knaw my own arm off

[hurts2b]

I'm so unbelievably caged in life.

I can't stop being a failure and a fuck up. I can't get any better. I can't secure my own future and I don't think I even have it in me to work full time.

I just feel I need. Out. So badly.

But I'm not sure I even have it in me to kill myself! What a joke. What a goddamn joke.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'm so unbelievably caged in life.

I can't stop being a failure and a fuck up. I can't get any better. I can't secure my own future and I don't think I even have it in me to work full time.

I just feel I need. Out. So badly.

But I'm not sure I even have it in me to kill myself! What a joke. What a goddamn joke.

You are not alone bro. I have been a failure at life as well as at attaining peace for 2 decades