Finally found a suitable tree in an alright location. This is it for me, I'll ctb on Saturday.

[Exhausted546]

2 hours left good luck

A part of me would want to enjoy these last 2 hours but enjoying it would make me hesitate and postpone. I can't keep postponing, especially when this is likely my very last opportunity for some time

I'll spend it psyching myself up from now on, I was essentially there this morning until I started enjoying some stuff that appeared on my feed

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I believe in uu to be able to find peace you're very strong

 

[Ben 111]

No one is rushing you....i mean you can always postpone

It's the only brother of mine that's not actively against me.
Anyway, I got sidetracked and distracted by some comedy stuff. Back on track, it's better I hang in the next 2 hours (my father will be back in 4 hours, just in case there's a faulty setup I need to fix I gotta leave myself enough time). I got everything ready, all that's left is to get on that chair then kick it. I need to psyche myself back up into it

There's alot of things about life that I'll miss, it's better I don't think of that though

 

[csites]

hi! i wish you well, i hope you can find peace