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Suicide Discussion

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19-21-8-5-14-25
Venting I am a piece of shit for being an incel
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19
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1K
infinitanocte
infinitanocte
iw2begone
Venting I think part of me isn't letting me get better
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28
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2K
iw2begone
iw2begone
T
Venting OD attempt + family reaction
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2
Views
377
thisisanerror
T
suicidalalcoholic
  • Question
Why can't i cut myself?
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6
Views
633
imagonner
imagonner
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Help Where can I buy SN?
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3
Views
291
fitoo5999
F
deadofdespair
What do you do to cope?
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31
Views
961
2Sensible
2Sensible
hurts2b
Venting Suicide as a way to remain in control?
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11
Views
457
PeaceSeeker83
P
K
The situation is getting worse.
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2
Views
279
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
25jiyuki
Help Is shallow water blackout really possible in a bathtub?
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23
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3K
SNastablesalt
SNastablesalt
Fishyfloon
Help How do i lock my position when drowning myself with a bucket? (swb)
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23
Views
877
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
maggineko
Venting Mother made fun of me again...yeowch!
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2
Views
296
maggineko
maggineko
F
Venting Why I want to die
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7
Views
538
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
SleepyCanet
Lost my mind over stupid shit AGAIN
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1
Views
274
discernment
discernment
B
Chronic Fatigue/Lyme Veterans Tired of Struggling to Suffer
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5
Views
553
peacebenow
P
viennawaitsxx
chinese research chemical OD
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10
Views
916
Red Desert
Red Desert
S
Venting my parents found out
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1
Views
499
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Riley [CTBus]
Sanctioned Suicide: The Movie | Sanctioned Suicide Will Return In Avengers: Doomsday
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9
Views
518
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Discussion For the one's who don't wanna die
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10
Views
875
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
I
Change to FSH/PSH hanging setup to ensure CTB -- please read
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9
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1K
DriftingToOblivion
D
Misery99
Sanctioned Suicide is the place which feels like home
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14
Views
551
EternalShore
EternalShore
A
Venting Do you really actually wanna CTB?
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67
Views
3K
DriftingToOblivion
D
EmptyBottle
I thought sasu went down for days (sasu dns failure australia?)
Replies
6
Views
372
Pluto
Pluto
deadanddecomposing
Venting I want to be heard
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5
Views
301
whywere
W
homie.ostasis
Method Is jumping that bad of an idea?
Replies
6
Views
2K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
WallTermite
Discussion Non-suicidal plan?
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3
Views
281
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
rinsendrepeat
Venting dad died in january, wish it had been me
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1
Views
237
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
mylittlesponge
Story Somehow, trying to help run a website made me worse
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0
Views
267
mylittlesponge
mylittlesponge
S
Venting my upcoming birthday makes me want to ctb asap
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5
Views
287
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Story Lessons from my failed attempts
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14
Views
1K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
TAW122
Venting Forced-lifers sanctioned the use of surveillance (invasion of privacy) against suspected ‘at-risk’ individuals!
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6
Views
724
CrawlingInMySkin
CrawlingInMySkin
ctb_warrior
Resource Uncensored AI (link corrected)
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31
Views
2K
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
R
Venting I wish dying/suicide wasn't so dramatic
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3
Views
419
iw2begone
iw2begone
NotUrDream
Venting someone else dealing with OCD?
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7
Views
333
imdoneforreal
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S
Overcome fear of death?
Replies
9
Views
283
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
aubrey_wanting2ctb
Trazodone OD???
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5
Views
287
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
rorosbones
Venting i feel like i'm just looking for attention
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6
Views
326
19-21-8-5-14-25
19-21-8-5-14-25
RosesFlourish
Unsure of what to do after months of ignoring my suicidal ideation.
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0
Views
242
RosesFlourish
RosesFlourish
S
Method Need 100% effective and painless method - have access to Rx Dilaudid, Ativan, and Soma
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2
Views
508
slashers4satan
S
T
Help Buying SN from MIC - Desperate Result
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14
Views
2K
fitoo5999
F
borderliner
Venting Birthday
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3
Views
176
hevnsfall
hevnsfall
F
What could handle de SI when drinking SN?
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3
Views
170
fitoo5999
F
H
Did I overpay on MIC for SN?
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12
Views
833
PeaceSeeker83
P
Tyra
Is it better to take a lot of SN or a smaller amount of SN?
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4
Views
291
whorror
whorror
F
Have you ever do 10mg if GHB?
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0
Views
124
fitoo5999
F
No-name
Ordered SN from MIC, will I get scammed?
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17
Views
1K
No-name
No-name
Isac7385
Method My method!
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0
Views
277
Isac7385
Isac7385
logen9inefingers
Venting It's my birthday and i shouldn't even be here
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3
Views
205
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
R
Those nights
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0
Views
100
reigehlol
R
SleepyCanet
Genuinely thrilled to ctb because of my mental illnesses
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3
Views
321
whorror
whorror
SoonToBeSoil
Final day
Replies
12
Views
1K
apooka
apooka
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