I feel like the biggest drama queen/faker too, its insane. When i put life and death into their objective perspectives it all feels so drawn out. Nothing matters and we all have to die one day so why is there so much thought put into every single action and choice we make. I don't want that, maybe some people do but I'm sick of existing and living. I don't have a grand reason or some heartbreaking trauma that seems justifiable to commit, I'm just not meant to live as human ig. This reality is insane and everyone just goes about their days, how do people do that? It does seem like the biggest lie to me, which makes it fake and performative and so dramatic. This site adds to that surrealness. Seriously what the fuck, what does anything matter. I feel so fucking stupid for wanting to die, just to not exist.
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