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I guess this will be my thread to vent and release my emotional pain before I kill myself.

Society will always believe parents over their children in the face of abuse. If you are ugly, disabled, and mentally ill, society will shun you, and it's you vs them. Their numbers are larger because of their ignorance and hatred, hive-mind thinking, and people's desire to be part of the popular group. Anyone who makes the popular group look bad is severely punished. Children exposing their parents' abusive ways. Society says, "How dare you, ungrateful child." The suicidal person sees the world in its true wicked form and says, "I choose to leave this world." Society yells, "How dare you want to die? You are ungrateful, selfish, and a coward for not wanting to worship man, material things, be shallow, be hateful, be abusive, be a part of this stupid rat race."

Then, in the same breath, tell disabled people that they should be wiped off the face of the Earth. Because they can't comprehend why these people are different and disabled. Why do they think differently, why do they learn differently, why do they look differently, why do they speak differently? Why can't they be normal? We need to put them in a gas chamber and eradicate them. And you know what; the majority of the world thinks this way. Institutionalize the mentally ill, disabled, the suicidal person, the child that was too damaged from abuse to function in the world, the person who is bullied, taunted, and treated like a disease for their unconventional looks, the person who is repeatedly called stupid and insulted daily, and anybody who doesn't fit in or obey societal norms.

Society gets rid of them, hides them; we are ruining their fun. They want to kick people at their lowest and make it hard for people that they deem unworthy of a life to succeed in having everything, and who just want to work and live in peace without being harassed. Which is stupid because everyone falls under something that makes them unworthy by someone else.
If it's your gender, race, nationality, height, looks, social status, what school you went to or didn't go to, etc. Everything has been and will be nitpicked apart as part of deciding who is worthy of life. Humans have always done this, from the king to the peasant to the slave. Humans have said these people are worthy and these people are not.

That's why when people say the world is getting worse, it has always been worse. Social media has just given us global access to injustices that have happened since mankind has been on Earth. The injustices will always continue because the mindset of the human race has not changed.

I can find writings from the past centuries saying the same thing about poverty, human behavior, government, religion, power, and wealth, etc. What exactly has changed? If every decade and century we are saying the same thing over and over again as a human race, we have not changed at all.

It's all about people's perspectives. If in the 90s everything seemed good to you in your life and country, while somewhere else in the 90s people were dealing with genocide and hoping the world would end, was the world truly better? That is just one example of a decade. We started the 21st century off by doing atrocious things and will continue on. Everything doesn't get fixed; it just gets passed down from one century to the next until the problem gets worse. Because people live in their bubble and what doesn't affect them, they don't care.

Humans are the root of the problem. They have caused everything wrong in this world from the past, present, and the future because of their arrogance, superiority complex, ego, ignorance, greed, shallowness, and abusive ways.

We are mortal and merely that; nothing more, nothing less, but it seems humans believe they are immortal and that will never happen to my family or me. That is why so many of them are scared of death, because that breaks their power. It makes them vulnerable and weak and powerless because everything they believe about others now is that they are the same. It stops life. It stops them. It's more powerful than anything and doesn't discriminate; it comes for everyone. That's why they have children to carry on this stupid legacy so they can be immortalized. I don't care about leaving a mark on the world. I don't care about leaving a legacy because none of that matters. I want to die and have peace for once.

I guess for me... It's not a specific moment in time, but rather the constant evidence that shows who humans are every time. Humans are predictable because they haven't evolved. They do the same thing over and over and never learn. The ones who are evolved are always killed, labeled crazy, commit suicide, or go completely mad. If we put humans who believe everything I say above inside a room, it would be the most diverse room. You will see everyone from all parts of the world there because, at the end of the day, the core of humans is all the same. Which is that I need to feel superior to someone or something. Whether it is humans, animals, plants, Earth, oceans, or even space. These humans are hungry for this feeling. Well, the sun, stars, death, and anything more powerful than them that they cannot conquer, harm, or feel superior to. Being human is not the best thing to be; it never was. Hell, I would have been cool being a star in the galaxy or any galaxies for that matter. They still deal with the dying cycle, but unlike humans, they transform again, or their death creates something spectacular. They don't seek glorification and recognition. They are powerful on their own and can share their space with other unique and different stars without dimming the other light.

Plants are the most important living organisms on Earth, along with many others. Humans inflate their importance and are truly insignificant on Earth and in the universe. Earth's resources that they took for free and then turned around and charged other humans for, but say nothing in life is free. Last I checked, Earth didn't charge humans to take its oil, gold, diamonds, iron, and other resources it created. Humans took it for free and hoarded the wealth and said I worked hard. The only thing that worked hard was Earth. Providing everything for humans and getting exploited and harmed in the process. Hmm, doesn't this sound familiar? As I said, humans have a pattern of this. This is why I want to die; who wants to be a part of something so horrible? It's a living nightmare.
 

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