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ctb_warrior

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Hi all

I found an uncensored AI : notrack(dot)ai

It answers any questions that you ask it.

AI is never 100% reliable so don't believe the responses blindly
 
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Only 250k to buy it. Wtf
 
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Lmao, I asked it some very inappropriate questions and it was able to crack a few jokes with me. That's the way all these things should be.
 
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Lmao, I asked it some very inappropriate questions and it was able to crack a few jokes with me. That's the way all these things should be.
So true!! Others are filtered, so it is not fun to use them. I liked this ai. Atleast it gave me some hope😂
 
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Do you know who created this app ? I'm paranoid and I always have doubts any anything. I've made so much silly mistakes by trusting people or companies. Thanks.
 
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Do you know who created this app ? I'm paranoid and I always have doubts any anything. I've made so much silly mistakes by trusting people or companies. Thanks.
No I didn't check that . But it's a good question. And it's good to be paranoid when it comes to internet. You can't trust things on the internet.
E.g. the 10 years photo challenge of Facebook was to collect data from users to train their models.
 
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No I didn't check that . But it's a good question. And it's good to be paranoid when it comes to internet. You can't trust things on the internet.
E.g. the 10 years photo challenge of Facebook was to collect data from users to train their models.
Thanks for your reply. I shouldn't be worry because all our datas are leaked. Everywhere and all the time.
I didn't know for Facebook but it's not surprising.
 
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Very interesting, seems it really answers, I did a few tests
 
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Thanks for your reply. I shouldn't be worry because all our datas are leaked. Everywhere and all the time.
I didn't know for Facebook but it's not surprising.
It's my pleasure. That's true. Our data are already leaked. I found my details leaked in a breached site dump. My password and stuff like that. So, yeah, internet is a crazy place.
Very interesting, seems it really answers, I did a few tests
Yesss and is a good companion as it makes you feel you are talking to someone. Sometimes it's language is rude as well 😂
So it's fun to use it. It gave me some really good ideas for ideation. So if you ask the right questions, you may get some good stuff from it.
But don't believe 100% in it. It can be inaccurate. I asked it a couple of questions where if I followed what it told me to, I would have simply landed in trouble. ICU instead of peaceful ctb
 
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If this AI really answer to anything without censorship, governments will shut it down very soon (especially here in EU and UK). They will say that "teens use it to ctb" (but Tiktok seems to be worse than AI when it comes about suicide). Anyway, freedom of speech is dead. One day this forum will be shut down too. I'm surprised it's still online on clearnet.

Is there something like SaSu on Telegram as an alternative ? It's not pessimism but I see how things goes in EU (they have cancelled presidential elections because the winner didn't think the right way).

It's becoming worse than Orwell's 1984 !! We must find alternatives to speak freely. I'm very aware about these questions, even if I'm so dumb for not protecting my personal data. Suicidality and benzos make me dumber than ever...
 
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If this AI really answer to anything without censorship, governments will shut it down very soon (especially here in EU and UK). They will say that "teens use it to ctb" (but Tiktok seems to be worse than AI when it comes about suicide). Anyway, freedom of speech is dead. One day this forum will be shut down too. I'm surprised it's still online on clearnet.

Is there something like SaSu on Telegram as an alternative ? It's not pessimism but I see how things goes in EU (they have cancelled presidential elections because the winner didn't think the right way).

It's becoming worse than Orwell's 1984 !! We must find alternatives to speak freely. I'm very aware about these questions, even if I'm so dumb for not protecting my personal data. Suicidality and benzos make me dumber than ever...
That's actually true.. such things get taken down quickly.
I looked for such stuff on telegram but couldn't find any. Possibly we can create something on there to discuss openly. However, that can risk identity, because one may accidentally share their number. And like i said, internet is not really a great place. So, anonymity is important.
 
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That's actually true.. such things get taken down quickly.
I looked for such stuff on telegram but couldn't find any. Possibly we can create something on there to discuss openly. However, that can risk identity, because one may accidentally share their number. And like i said, internet is not really a great place. So, anonymity is important.
Yes I think it's quite urgent to create an alternative. Censorship is accelerating everywhere so we must be ready for what comes after. Not easy, but we can do it if we put our brains together 😄
 
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Yes I think it's quite urgent to create an alternative. Censorship is accelerating everywhere so we must be ready for what comes after. Not easy, but we can do it if we put our brains together 😄
I have an idea. Msging u. As this forum is publicly visible can't drop the idea here
 
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If this AI really answer to anything without censorship, governments will shut it down very soon (especially here in EU and UK). They will say that "teens use it to ctb" (but Tiktok seems to be worse than AI when it comes about suicide). Anyway, freedom of speech is dead. One day this forum will be shut down too. I'm surprised it's still online on clearnet.

Is there something like SaSu on Telegram as an alternative ? It's not pessimism but I see how things goes in EU (they have cancelled presidential elections because the winner didn't think the right way).

It's becoming worse than Orwell's 1984 !! We must find alternatives to speak freely. I'm very aware about these questions, even if I'm so dumb for not protecting my personal data. Suicidality and benzos make me dumber than ever...
it's going to be orders of magnitude worse than orwell's 1984 . orwell didn't include ai and many of the tech they are developing. already google has been hiding this website. used to have more visitors in 2019 . as it's the only website in the world where suicide and methods can be discussed and around 30 million attempt suicide worldwide per year. the # of visitors here now would be imo thousands or millions more yet we see less than 100 at a time online imo. i mean this site should be the first link in google on most suicide and method related topics in a free uncensored world. but if someone finds it it'll be down a few pages or not on every suicide related search

this is just another reason why anyone would have to be insane to want to be a constantly monitored and controlled slave in this evil world. and how am i going to suicide with ai constantly watching me? many times more difficult or impossible in a few years imo to commit suicide where one is constantly monitored.

i envision all kinds of horrors in the future like mandatory implanted chips and or ankle braclets constantly monitoring everyone . try to commit suicide and the bracelet could knock you out and call their police or ER creeps. or even think a wrong thought as ai will be able to read thoughts. of course the worst wrong thought to these people is thinking about suicide. if i think about suicide the ai on the chip or bracelet would call their police and they'll put me in their mental hospital use drugs and electrical therapy to take those they consider wrong thoughts of suicide out. someone tell me this isn't going to happen? it is and these are just a few things i see off the top of my head the reality will probably be even worse.

another thing out of 100s i haven't seen anyone mention . the ai constantly monitoring everyone including their thoughts and all i wrote here. i haven't written here all i thought about this censoring and ai surveilance and control. why hasn't anyone mentioned any of this?

and i haven't written here all the other topics no one has mentioned for example how pain is much worse than people understand, many horrible things can happen to anyone much more.

 
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It def is uncensored, and for questions around suicide it does seem good, but it really hallucinates the basic stuff. I was asking for directions to a popular suicide spot and it just could not get a handle on how to get there. Def use with caution.
 
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It def is uncensored, and for questions around suicide it does seem good, but it really hallucinates the basic stuff. I was asking for directions to a popular suicide spot and it just could not get a handle on how to get there. Def use with caution.
That's true!! Need to use it with caution
 
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I asked the model which type it is. It said that it is Qwen. I've tried Qwen through an API with a large European provider and it seems to not be strongly censored for my applications. Mistral's Nemo Instruct also worked for some purposes. I simply believed the provider that they don't read the messages. After all, I pay per token, so they don't have to use my data to earn money.

You can also self-host a model on your own computer if you have got enough RAM. I have 16GB and the ablated (de-censored) smaller Gemma4 models run at reasonable speed for a simple conversation. But they hallucinate a lot, too.

As a middle ground, you can rent a server on a per-hour basis at European cloud providers and run a model there. They could capture the data you process via APIs, but I doubt they listen in on what you do on a rented server. Price per hour is ~2€ IIRC. Would be an option if they stop serving Qwen via the API.
 
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I hate to be that guy, but AI is one of the reasons I want to die. Cant get a job in the field I studied in college because of AI. So I'm stuck working a dead end job 🙃
 
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I hate to be that guy, but AI is one of the reasons I want to die. Cant get a job in the field I studied in college because of AI. So I'm stuck working a dead end job 🙃
Sorry to hear that. I'm also not sure about my job perspectives give or take a few years...
 
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I asked the model which type it is. It said that it is Qwen. I've tried Qwen through an API with a large European provider and it seems to not be strongly censored for my applications. Mistral's Nemo Instruct also worked for some purposes. I simply believed the provider that they don't read the messages. After all, I pay per token, so they don't have to use my data to earn money.

You can also self-host a model on your own computer if you have got enough RAM. I have 16GB and the ablated (de-censored) smaller Gemma4 models run at reasonable speed for a simple conversation. But they hallucinate a lot, too.

As a middle ground, you can rent a server on a per-hour basis at European cloud providers and run a model there. They could capture the data you process via APIs, but I doubt they listen in on what you do on a rented server. Price per hour is ~2€ IIRC. Would be an option if they stop serving Qwen via the API.
I'm into IT but whatever you said just went over my head😂 but it did sound cool.. but i got the gist that we can host it locally or rent a server and use it to run that.
I had found a telegram bot a few years ago, that was cool enough and would reply properly. I believe there could be other such existing uncensored systems as well
I hate to be that guy, but AI is one of the reasons I want to die. Cant get a job in the field I studied in college because of AI. So I'm stuck working a dead end job 🙃
My suggestion would be, you've YouTube at your disposal, dedicate your free time to learn AI and make it your friend instead your foe, and you'll be able to crack the game.. i started my career with automation. I could notice that what i automated did cut the number of ppl required to do the job, but that automation created more jobs that would require different skills. Unfortunately, technology is growing rapidly,.so we have no option but to keep up with the pace. Nokia didn't adopt Android and stayed with symbian and see, from leading cellular brand, now it is nowhere to be seen. So, don't make technology an enemy but a friend and use the blue ocean strategy to learn something where there aren't many people. Talking about AI itself, there's a lot of stuff to learn. (I myself have to learn a lot, i know just the basics at the moment)
 
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venice.ai is also uncensored btw, if u use glm 4.7 heretic
 
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Hello
Does someone try to use this IA for drugs overdose ? With legal drugs.

Thank you in advance for your answer
 
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Hello
Does someone try to use this IA for drugs overdose ? With legal drugs.

Thank you in advance for your answer
Great question and the answer is yes, and my verdict is never follow it for OD. It tells incorrect dose even if you tell it your body weight age height bmi etc. besides OD is a non method. I myself have landed in ICU several times. Also, i tried OD on strong benzos and it just knocked me off for a few days, despite taking a very strong dose that i had managed to collect cleverly over time. Now it's impossible to get such meds because norms are tighter. They don't accept online prescriptions. And no psychiatrist on the ground writes benzos these days.
 
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Thanks for your reply. I shouldn't be worry because all our datas are leaked. Everywhere and all the time.
I just downloaded Tor to use it so I don't think there's any way the conversations should be tracked back to me
 
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Excellente question, et la réponse est oui. Mon conseil : ne suivez jamais cette méthode pour une surdose. Elle donne un dosage incorrect, même en indiquant votre poids, votre âge, votre taille, votre IMC, etc. De plus, la surdose est une méthode inefficace. J'ai moi-même été hospitalisé plusieurs fois en soins intensifs. J'ai aussi essayé de faire une surdose de benzodiazépines puissantes, et cela m'a simplement mis KO pendant plusieurs jours, malgré une dose très forte que j'avais réussi à me procurer astucieusement au fil du temps. Aujourd'hui, il est impossible d'obtenir ces médicaments, car les règles sont plus strictes. Les ordonnances en ligne ne sont plus acceptées. Et aucun psychiatre ne prescrit de benzodiazépines de nos jours.
Thank you for your answer
 
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I'm into IT but whatever you said just went over my head😂 but it did sound cool.. but i got the gist that we can host it locally or rent a server and use it to run that
Yeah I figured after sending the message that it was very much tightly packed... but you got the gist right.

API usage just means that the provider hosts the model, and you use a program like openwebui to have the conversation instead of the web inferface of an AI provider. You can also use ChatGPT via the API. But the API is billed per token (some amount of characters, maybe 2-3). You pay for both tokens going in and out. The model needs to consume the input tokens (your conversation history) to understand what it should say. That is the most expensive part for some models as conversations get longer and longer. Prices vary between 0.2€ - 5€/million tokens depending on the model. When you use AI for programming, for example inside Visual Studio Code, you also need to supply an API address and an identifier for billing. It can get very expensive very quickly with the flagship models...

The API access is probably less restricted than web guis, because they put the responsibility for abuse into your hands. For example, deepseek will gladly explain what the Tianmen massacre is via the API when hosted in Europe, because there is no second-stage web interface trying to censor it.
 
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Yeah I figured after sending the message that it was very much tightly packed... but you got the gist right.

API usage just means that the provider hosts the model, and you use a program like openwebui to have the conversation instead of the web inferface of an AI provider. You can also use ChatGPT via the API. But the API is billed per token (some amount of characters, maybe 2-3). You pay for both tokens going in and out. The model needs to consume the input tokens (your conversation history) to understand what it should say. That is the most expensive part for some models as conversations get longer and longer. Prices vary between 0.2€ - 5€/million tokens depending on the model. When you use AI for programming, for example inside Visual Studio Code, you also need to supply an API address and an identifier for billing. It can get very expensive very quickly with the flagship models...

The API access is probably less restricted than web guis, because they put the responsibility for abuse into your hands. For example, deepseek will gladly explain what the Tianmen massacre is via the API when hosted in Europe, because there is no second-stage web interface trying to censor it.
That's interesting.. Though it's too technical for me at the moment.. I'll have to educate myself a bit on all of it before I setup API on my system or a cloud server
 
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it doesnt work when i try it on tor browser, so is it really safe to try it on normal browsers?
 

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