Discussion Non-suicidal plan?

[WallTermite]

I live with family and ctb is simply out of the picture because I don't have time to prepare or carry out anything since they will find out. That menas ordering SN, buying a rope or drowning is not going to be possible (I'm scared of the rope method anyways)

I have thought of living life doing the bare minimum. No interacting with anyone, no smiling at anyone or even not helping them. I'm not saying to take it out on random people who treat you well, but simply stay as disconnected as possible. If life doesn't want me I don't want it either.

All the bad things happen to me and everyone acts so happy like everything is ok, if that's the price I must pay, I'm gonna be the most hated, antisocial guy ever.

The bare minimum is maybe working out and mindibg my own business. If something needs to be done in the house, I'll do it but move on and not talk about it. I'll pretend I don't exist.

MAYBE at some point in my life, when my parents finally leave this world or I move somewhere I can finally have enough privacy to ctb, or find happiness on my own (I doubt it).

I know this isn't your typical ctb strategy, but I'm tired.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I live with family and ctb is simply out of the picture because I don't have time to prepare or carry out anything since they will find out. That menas ordering SN, buying a rope or drowning is not going to be possible (I'm scared of the rope method anyways)

I have thought of living life doing the bare minimum. No interacting with anyone, no smiling at anyone or even not helping them. I'm not saying to take it out on random people who treat you well, but simply stay as disconnected as possible. If life doesn't want me I don't want it either.

All the bad things happen to me and everyone acts so happy like everything is ok, if that's the price I must pay, I'm gonna be the most hated, antisocial guy ever.

The bare minimum is maybe working out and mindibg my own business. If something needs to be done in the house, I'll do it but move on and not talk about it. I'll pretend I don't exist.

MAYBE at some point in my life, when my parents finally leave this world or I move somewhere I can finally have enough privacy to ctb, or find happiness on my own (I doubt it).

I know this isn't your typical ctb strategy, but I'm tired.

I'm in exactly same situation brother.
I wish to leave the planet asap . But i live with my family and I cannot ctb anytime soon. I don't even have a water body around me where i can look for the possibility of drowning. My CO setup was seized by my father last week.
I'm left with no option but to live on until god knows when.

 

[WallTermite]

I'm in exactly same situation brother.
I wish to leave the planet asap . But i live with my family and I cannot ctb anytime soon. I don't even have a water body around me where i can look for the possibility of drowning. My CO setup was seized by my father last week.
I'm left with no option but to live on until god knows when.

I wish you the best. This battle is a problem but we can try to live on our terms (partially, some things can't be controlled).

 

[ctb_warrior]

I wish you the best. This battle is a problem but we can try to live on our terms (partially, some things can't be controlled).

Thank you brother..i wish you the best too.
Currently, I'm struggling with my job, it's so strenuous. I wonder what game universe is playing with me, neither it lets me live peacefully, nor it lets me die peacefully