homie.ostasis
madotsuki lover
- Aug 7, 2026
- 5
So, I know it's not really common on here because so many people just end up crippled or with brain damage which does scare me and then there's the factor of SI but it's always kind of been my dream method.
Like I'd want to jump from a bridge into water like I always wanted to do the Golden Gate bridge but with the safety nets I can't now and I don't know any other bridges that perfect to jump from. I also like the idea of going off a tall building or sky scraper but that feels more scary and has a way bigger risk of traumatizing more people and I also don't know a good enough building with like a high chance of death. There's so many factors with jumping like first you've got to be able to overcome SI and then there's positioning, where you're landing, what you land on, like it's a lot but I guess I've fantasized about it for a long time so I'm really hoping there's an option with a very high death rate like the Golden Gate Bridge had.
It really makes me so sad they added the safety nets because that's been my like long time dream and now there's no way. i know there's been people who have landed on the nets then rolled off but they're steel and that would hurt so so bad and then after those injuries you need to overcome SI a second time and be able to roll of the nets with your injuries before someone can stop you plus I believe the bridge is very patrolled now.
I also wonder how it feels I know it's a short fall like for instance the Golden Gate is I think around 200-something feet so maybe 6-8 seconds (?) but I've heard people say time slows when you're falling like that so I wanna fall from a higher distance than is needed so I can experience it for as long as possible.
I don't know basically my question is should I just forget the idea and find something different or is there a way for me to get that experience and an almost certain death? If I can't I'd probably opt for some kind of OD but I haven't thought much about anything except jumping.
Like I'd want to jump from a bridge into water like I always wanted to do the Golden Gate bridge but with the safety nets I can't now and I don't know any other bridges that perfect to jump from. I also like the idea of going off a tall building or sky scraper but that feels more scary and has a way bigger risk of traumatizing more people and I also don't know a good enough building with like a high chance of death. There's so many factors with jumping like first you've got to be able to overcome SI and then there's positioning, where you're landing, what you land on, like it's a lot but I guess I've fantasized about it for a long time so I'm really hoping there's an option with a very high death rate like the Golden Gate Bridge had.
It really makes me so sad they added the safety nets because that's been my like long time dream and now there's no way. i know there's been people who have landed on the nets then rolled off but they're steel and that would hurt so so bad and then after those injuries you need to overcome SI a second time and be able to roll of the nets with your injuries before someone can stop you plus I believe the bridge is very patrolled now.
I also wonder how it feels I know it's a short fall like for instance the Golden Gate is I think around 200-something feet so maybe 6-8 seconds (?) but I've heard people say time slows when you're falling like that so I wanna fall from a higher distance than is needed so I can experience it for as long as possible.
I don't know basically my question is should I just forget the idea and find something different or is there a way for me to get that experience and an almost certain death? If I can't I'd probably opt for some kind of OD but I haven't thought much about anything except jumping.
