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homie.ostasis

homie.ostasis

madotsuki lover
Aug 7, 2026
6
So, I know it's not really common on here because so many people just end up crippled or with brain damage which does scare me and then there's the factor of SI but it's always kind of been my dream method.

Like I'd want to jump from a bridge into water like I always wanted to do the Golden Gate bridge but with the safety nets I can't now and I don't know any other bridges that perfect to jump from. I also like the idea of going off a tall building or sky scraper but that feels more scary and has a way bigger risk of traumatizing more people and I also don't know a good enough building with like a high chance of death. There's so many factors with jumping like first you've got to be able to overcome SI and then there's positioning, where you're landing, what you land on, like it's a lot but I guess I've fantasized about it for a long time so I'm really hoping there's an option with a very high death rate like the Golden Gate Bridge had.

It really makes me so sad they added the safety nets because that's been my like long time dream and now there's no way. i know there's been people who have landed on the nets then rolled off but they're steel and that would hurt so so bad and then after those injuries you need to overcome SI a second time and be able to roll of the nets with your injuries before someone can stop you plus I believe the bridge is very patrolled now.

I also wonder how it feels I know it's a short fall like for instance the Golden Gate is I think around 200-something feet so maybe 6-8 seconds (?) but I've heard people say time slows when you're falling like that so I wanna fall from a higher distance than is needed so I can experience it for as long as possible.

I don't know basically my question is should I just forget the idea and find something different or is there a way for me to get that experience and an almost certain death? If I can't I'd probably opt for some kind of OD but I haven't thought much about anything except jumping.
 
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SuicidalCheese

Member
Aug 2, 2026
31
If you really want to die falling, prep with one of the more effective, ingested ways to CTB, and then near the end, jump. I'm not too sure about this, but don't just jump, that's what puts you in the hospital, and then a psych ward, and makes you a higher risk person, because you chose a "violent" method the last time.
 
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ElfQueens

Member
Aug 7, 2026
46
Well, how lethal jumping is largely depends on what height you fall from, what surface you land on, and which body part touches the ground first. Soft things that slowly break your fall are the ones where you are most likely to survive, such as vegetation or large pieces of elastic fabrics. Landing on your feet is less lethal than landing on your head (however, from a fall height that is more than a few centimetres, I assume it will be difficult to control what you land on). Keep in mind most tall things that you could jump from will be visible to the public, and watching you fall or, worse, what your body/corpse looks like after the landing can be traumatising to bystanders. (I also assume a corpse with typical high-altitude fall injuries makes for a rather unpleasant funeral) - Quelenna
 
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homie.ostasis

homie.ostasis

madotsuki lover
Aug 7, 2026
6
If you really want to die falling, prep with one of the more effective, ingested ways to CTB, and then near the end, jump. I'm not too sure about this, but don't just jump, that's what puts you in the hospital, and then a psych ward, and makes you a higher risk person, because you chose a "violent" method the last time.
Ohh thank you that sounds like a better idea than what I had in mind!
 
Disabledfromjump7

Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
101
I jumped and it didn't work out for me.
I blacked out on what happened but I was supposedly lucid. I jumped at about 100ft and hit grass.
 
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WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
166
When you visit this forum, you realize that all methods are trash.

Best methods are combined, like gun to head + drowning.

Everything carries risk. EVERYTHING.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,219
When you visit this forum, you realize that all methods are trash.

Best methods are combined, like gun to head + drowning.

Everything carries risk. EVERYTHING.
That's so true. It's always best to combine methods.

I remember it was 2008, and I was standing on the balcony of 10th floor of my building. I was trying to jump impulsively, but every now and then someone was watching. So, I couldn't jump and I gave up the idea. Because it'd be a bloody scene and newspaper would publish the news as well. I would wish to pass on the other side peacefully and silently.
 

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