Overcome fear of death?

[slashers4satan]

turning 23 soon. Planned to ctb at 29 since i was 12 at least. Fear is keeping me from it. I have been utterly unable to overcome the fear and i am running out of time, so id highly appreciate

 

[fitoo5999]

Why would you plan many years ahead? Do not stress it and you'll see when you are there.

 

[slashers4satan]

Why would you plan many years ahead? Do not stress it and you'll see when you are there.

Because if i dont, when the time comes, ill be too afraid to do it. Im certain i want this, so I cant afford to fail bcs im too afraid. I have to plan so far ahead so when the time comes, im ready to go

 

[fitoo5999]

You can't plan that fair ahead. It is not possible. So many things can change in months so 5 years. It is a lot.

 

[slashers4satan]

You can't plan that fair ahead. It is not possible. So many things can change in months so 5 years. It is a lot.

Ill still turn 30 regardless of how good it gets. Everything I want to live for is very dependent on my youth. I wont go into all of it, but I am not rlly looking for my mind to be changed. Preciate it tho

 

[fitoo5999]

Ill still turn 30 regardless of how good it gets. Everything I want to live for is very dependent on my youth. I wont go into all of it, but I am not rlly looking for my mind to be changed. Preciate it tho

No trying to change your mind. I hope you get want you want but I am just saying that you won't be able to prepare 5 year in advance for such a dramatic change.

 

[slashers4satan]

No trying to change your mind. I hope you get want you want but I am just saying that you won't be able to prepare 5 year in advance for such a dramatic change.

Gotcha!

I do hope by then I can at least find a way to not be afraid. Maybe ill have to take something for anxiety.

 

[Sicherung231]

So how I overcame it is I guess personal gaslighting?

I want to be real I lived a very shitty live so didn't needed much convincing that the current one is shit and the simple gamble for the next one is worth taking.

The weird part for me is it doesn't seem like fear anymore, more like truthful curiosity. Like the journey of death is such a integral part of human existence that religions and civilizations revolved around it so you having the balls to not only take it to see what's beyond it but also do it on your own terms and free will?

That ain't worth some fear that's some titanic courage lol

 

[enough of this]

 

[Off_Switch]

The only people that can truly answer this question are already dead.