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crowstepz

crowstepz

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Sep 20, 2023
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drunk and high rn and can't stop thinking about my plans for in a few months time. ive never really used this forum, but i think that is out of a fear of connection on my part, and i want to try to broaden my horizons before i die.

how do you want to be perceived after your death?

for me, i hate to admit it, but i want people to never remember me at all. i don't know about everyone else, but i personally have been reminded constantly since i was very young how much ive made people's lives worse. i want freedom from that in my death.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
475
i want to be remembered as kind, i want to be remembered as someone who loved doing theatre, and i want people to understand that i died because i was struggling too much and not because i was selfish or bad or over dramatic and that my feelings were genuine.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I could care less.
 
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delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
179
to be remembered as me

specifically from a year ago
a girl who loved piano and music
caring, considerate and loving
someone who cared deeply for her friends

that won't happen- but that's what I want haha
 
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Luchs

kristallene Bergluft ĂĽber verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
543
I want to be remembered as the at best worthless, at worst detrimental to everyone, piece of shit weirdo that I am. I hope as few people as possible will show up to my funeral and that people spit on my grave.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Student
Jul 23, 2026
141
To be honest I just want the limited people I know to move on after a month or so.
 

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