Help How do I come to terms with the fact that I know I will commit suicide someday soon?

[am045]

It's hard. On one hand, I've had a rough life. On the other, I will leave behind my parents, sister and girlfriend. I know they all will eventually move on. I tried to get better, but I'm only getting worse. There is just no joy left in anything. I have evaluated everything, and do not see any future ahead. I wish my issues were temporary, I'd have worked around them. Unfortunately for me, they are not. My quality of life has declined severely. I do not have any other options left. How do I come to terms with the fact that I've had a horrible adulthood, and that despite leaving my loving family behind, I have no option other than to go ahead with it?

 

[ctb_warrior]

It's hard. On one hand, I've had a rough life. On the other, I will leave behind my parents, sister and girlfriend. I know they all will eventually move on. I tried to get better, but I'm only getting worse. There is just no joy left in anything. I have evaluated everything, and do not see any future ahead. I wish my issues were temporary, I'd have worked around them. Unfortunately for me, they are not. My quality of life has declined severely. I do not have any other options left. How do I come to terms with the fact that I've had a horrible adulthood, and that despite leaving my loving family behind, I have no option other than to go ahead with it?

For that you'll have to be strict .. whether you choose to live for them or choose to attain peace for yourself. Stick to whatever you choose and you should be fine. Both sides have their pros and cons

 

[fitoo5999]

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It's hard. On one hand, I've had a rough life. On the other, I will leave behind my parents, sister and girlfriend. I know they all will eventually move on. I tried to get better, but I'm only getting worse. There is just no joy left in anything. I have evaluated everything, and do not see any future ahead. I wish my issues were temporary, I'd have worked around them. Unfortunately for me, they are not. My quality of life has declined severely. I do not have any other options left. How do I come to terms with the fact that I've had a horrible adulthood, and that despite leaving my loving family behind, I have no option other than to go ahead with it?

It is not easier if you have nothing. I lost everything and everyone and I can tell you it is not easier.