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am045

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Aug 4, 2026
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It's hard. On one hand, I've had a rough life. On the other, I will leave behind my parents, sister and girlfriend. I know they all will eventually move on. I tried to get better, but I'm only getting worse. There is just no joy left in anything. I have evaluated everything, and do not see any future ahead. I wish my issues were temporary, I'd have worked around them. Unfortunately for me, they are not. My quality of life has declined severely. I do not have any other options left. How do I come to terms with the fact that I've had a horrible adulthood, and that despite leaving my loving family behind, I have no option other than to go ahead with it?
 
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