Venting I just wish they would stay

[lastappleonearth]

It's always said that people come and go and that's just how live is. I guess that's true and I mean sure, there might be some not so important people, who are with you for some time and then leave or whatever. But I don't want people who I really care about to leave all the time, but they do. Everyone leaves eventually, every single time. Doesn't matter if it's friendships or actual relationships, it all is just temporary and I can't deal with it. Sure everything has to end someday, but what's the point of loving people and trusting them, being close to them, if they just leave too soon. There are so many people who have childhood friends and so on, I don't have any of that. I get that I also made mistakes, but I do stick with people, I never leave someone, who I care about. It just led me to here, now, alone. What's the point in living if it's only for yourself? I know a lot of people are fine with that, but I'm not. I've stopped trying now, just given up on getting to know people, because they'll leave eventually. They have their reasons of course, I get that and what can you do other than accept it, you have to let them go. Maybe I just care too deeply, am too sensitive, I don't know.
Well anyways, good night everyone

 

[ThisPartySucks]

I've recently discovered this very thing myself. I always told my partner that everyone eventually abandons me. You are NOT alone here.