How do I convince myself that my parents will be okay if I ctb? Like if they wouldn't be hurt by my passing, I'd already be gone. The love of my life died in January and everything has been going down hill since. I wish more than anything that I never existed. I'm just so fucking tired. i need them to understand that I'm not going to be okay. Ever.
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- Feb 11, 2024
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I'm in your same situation bro. The reason I'm not aggressively looking to ctb is just because of the ageing parents. On one hand, i just want to attain peace, on other hand i look at their faces turning old because of the stress that i have given them lately.
I wish they never brought us into the world in the first place when they knew that world is not a kind placeIt's just out of our control unfortunately. I have something similar. It's truly awful.Similar threads
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