immoral urges?

[emptywings]

i feel like my sanity is shaking. i'm questioning things that would've been impossible for me to even consider in the past. like, stealing. idk if it's bc of the money, maybe it's just for the thrill and to feel useful, to feel the adrenaline. it's such a stupid thing. i swear i don't do drugs, and it's not to get drugs either. maybe i wouldn't hurt ppl if i just did drugs. sorry, i'm rambling.


maybe these are just thoughts in my head trying to sabotage whatever good i have left in my life.

 

[Lucifer.]

i feel like my sanity is shaking. i'm questioning things that would've been impossible for me to even consider in the past. like, stealing. idk if it's bc of the money, maybe it's just for the thrill and to feel useful, to feel the adrenaline. it's such a stupid thing. i swear i don't do drugs, and it's not to get drugs either. maybe i wouldn't hurt ppl if i just did drugs. sorry, i'm rambling.


maybe these are just thoughts in my head trying to sabotage whatever good i have left in my life.

I did some immoral things in the past when I was young and they were out of mistake

Having immoral urges is totally normal, everybody has them, nobody is brave enough to talk about them though

 

[emptywings]

i understand. idk how to cope with this. i feel like i'm gonna end up doing something stupid.

 

[pepperfarmer]

I think the nature of this depends on what you mean by immoral. Something like stealing from a big store is disorderly, and certainly illegal, but isn't directly harmful to others. Stealing an old lady's purse is.

If it's the former, you're probably seeking a thrill. If it's more like the latter, it might be something like pent up aggression, which is natural if you're highly stressed. Either way it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you morally... thoughts aren't actions. You'll probably want to look for a way to channel that energy into something more productive or benign.

 

[emptywings]

I think the nature of this depends on what you mean by immoral. Something like stealing from a big store is disorderly, and certainly illegal, but isn't directly harmful to others. Stealing an old lady's purse is.

If it's the former, you're probably seeking a thrill. If it's more like the latter, it might be something like pent up aggression, which is natural if you're highly stressed. Either way it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you morally... thoughts aren't actions. You'll probably want to look for a way to channel that energy into something more productive or benign.

it probably is. ty, i'll try to get my feelings out somehow (even tho idk what i'm feeling)

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Suicide warning signs tend to involve risky behaviour. I must say I have been gambling more than usual lately and tend not to care.