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Suicide Discussion

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ihateittoo
Venting Afraid I won't make any friends in college
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9
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427
VirtualWorldIsBette
V
Defenestration
Note your level of mental distress now
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470
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28K
Arboretum
A
otomedissection
Venting I feel trapped
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3
Views
291
otomedissection
otomedissection
hopelesscore
Help do i have any other options?
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6
Views
519
cptsdfugue
cptsdfugue
L
I was not able to C.T.B. today.
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2
Views
277
Lycan
L
T
Living entails so many worries
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7
Views
370
fleurdelune
fleurdelune
plan c
In memory of sasu users who passed away
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74
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8K
Help_Me
Help_Me
LoveIsLonely
It feels like suicide is inevitable.
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11
Views
551
jakethesnake
J
L
Source via telegram who ships from vietnam, usa, helsinky and finland - experiences? Is it a scam?
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5
Views
307
cowlover1252
cowlover1252
joyeux
Venting a psychotic bipolars vent thread
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1
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303
joyeux
joyeux
Webcore
Feeling passively suicidal right now
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2
Views
157
Webcore
Webcore
kittensarefalling
  • Question
Help Is it normal for people to look through your devices after you CTB?
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7
Views
516
thebirdking
thebirdking
Cepheuss
Method Random thought
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2
Views
175
Cepheuss
Cepheuss
KnightOfSwords
Dosvidania
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7
Views
411
KnightOfSwords
KnightOfSwords
T
Discussion Why isn't 5 drug DDMAPH more popular?
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8
Views
677
AlexeiK
AlexeiK
A
Haaaaa, I stopped passing at some point?
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5
Views
355
a great green gem
A
pharma
possible to ctb on 750 ml vodka + 700 mg mirtazapine (CNS depressor)?
Replies
1
Views
182
Eriktf
E
M
Venting I’m Jealous
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5
Views
308
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
carfemtanyl
holy shit benzos are so good
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7
Views
337
SleepyCanet
SleepyCanet
W
electricity?
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6
Views
276
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Help Method Help
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3
Views
385
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
c4di
Venting trying to recover but finding it extremely hard with my circumstances
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8
Views
430
valar_morghulis21
V
F
question about obtaining a kit, followed by a note
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1
Views
221
Forveleth
F
carfemtanyl
Method Chloroquine OD
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16
Views
863
carfemtanyl
carfemtanyl
paredler
Why I'm suicidal - because of work, but it's deeper than that
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2
Views
210
Lamentice
Lamentice
catbunny
Venting im so in hate with myself wtf
Replies
0
Views
225
catbunny
catbunny
nowizard
i keep postponing ctb, head is a mess
Replies
3
Views
279
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
happynuclearwinter
Venting I don't feel human
Replies
1
Views
266
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Tyra
Should I make 4 SN drinks or just 3 SN drinks?
Replies
5
Views
275
_Minsk
_Minsk
tofu.cat
accessible methods
Replies
10
Views
832
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
paranoias64
Discussion alriiiight which of u fucks got a source for n
Replies
18
Views
947
LastNite
LastNite
somiseriously
Has anyone here tried eating poisonous plants?
Replies
8
Views
355
Forveleth
F
C
Peaceful Pill Handbook PDF
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3
Views
494
LastNite
LastNite
lu15007
Venting Im back here
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5
Views
428
FluffIsJustice
F
Ms_Type
1 hour left until SN. Im cozy alone by a river. Wanna. Keep me company so i dont end alone.
Replies
44
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3K
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
spacealiens
  • Locked
Sorry my accounts glitching im trying to reach support but dont know how too
Replies
1
Views
158
LastNite
LastNite
Dandelion's
  • Poll
Discussion Is choosing to live rational?
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20
Views
835
Sadbanana
S
struggles_inc
Unplanned attempt?
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0
Views
140
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
J
butanediol
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2
Views
136
carfemtanyl
carfemtanyl
favouriteworstolive
Hanging from doorknob?
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2
Views
425
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
S
best self punishment method?
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4
Views
301
LRkin
LRkin
chxse88
Does anyone else deeply regret not ctb sooner?
Replies
17
Views
448
itsgone2
I
skyunderthesea
Venting Getting the most out of life before I ropemaxx
Replies
7
Views
425
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
R
  • Question
Help Important question about my next ctb attempt
Replies
3
Views
227
ratherpainful
R
U
SN still good?
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2
Views
195
uselessmanz
U
A
I hate us
Replies
5
Views
272
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
D
  • Question
How many "hermits" has access to gun but chose to commit violence before committing suicide in the US?
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4
Views
479
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
Dandelion's
Help Why do I keep surviving?
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10
Views
740
PepsiBlueWhereAreU
P
mordumfan
  • Question
What are your thoughts on the afterlife? What would you hope it is?
Replies
48
Views
2K
decadance
decadance
lostinthecha0s
Venting Pillphobia
Replies
10
Views
395
booplesnoot34
booplesnoot34
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