Note your level of mental distress now

[ssfox]

7/10, i'm a creep

 

[valar_morghulis21]

Note your level of mental distress each day.

now: 8/10

You can explain or just give /10

Not too stressed cause I've been staying at home for the whole summer. Just bought a Nintendo and playing games nonstop. My dad went through a surgery to remove a pre-cancerous tumour and it went very well. I don't give a fuck about my life but I do care alot if it's someone else's life. I give it 3/10.

 

[Defenestration]

Now 2

 

[unclejack]

10/10, literal worst mental distress in my life. Actively already assembled kit to punch my bus ticket, just need to scope out the where to ensure it will stay unobserved long enough to pull it off.

 

[Defenestration]

7

 

[Dubito]

10

 

[hevnsfall]

I think i am gonna give it a 3 out of 10.

Started my day shitty because i never got around to stopping by to a pharmacy to pick up my meds, so my anxiety was sky high throughout the day, but i finished the day with 2 bowls of delicious thick hearty creamy chicken soup and now i am in bed with the windows open and listening to the summer storm.

 

[HNR_]

Used to be an 8/10 a couple days ago, I got sick off of something I ate for a good few hours, couldn't fall asleep and had a headache on top of feeling insanely lonely
It piled up quickly and made me feel like absolute dogshit

Now it's a 5, still need to fucking cuddle badly, not cuddling with someone before I CTB would only make me feel worse the moment I'll do it

 

[ctb_warrior]

At the moment it's 3/10
That doesn't mean i don't want to ctb..
It's just that i can't ctb right now or else i would have

 

[Kos]

8/10
the only thing stopping me is family constantly observes what i do

 

[Parasitism]

7/10 I'm coming down from horrible anxiety and dread all day. Now I'm feeling tired and shakey but can't sleep

 

[FreakOnALeash]

10/10 honestly have never felt this much pain and suffering all at once and with more happening every day. Facing down the barrel of homelessness after losing my job while also having recently been a victim of rape twice within a week and have had no resources. I was already in a constant state of pain throughout my life but this is a new level of hell I've never seen before and it's ugly.

 

[praythestars]

I can't even tell anymore. I can't tell if I just feel nothing or if I feel so much I've completely blanked out. I feel the same way about dying tonight as I do waking up tomorrow. If I try to think long term, like about still being alive in spring, then I feel some distress, because the thought of living that long just seems exhausting, but it's more like a mild "fuck, I hope not" than anything major.

I guess the only rating I can give regarding that is like a 5/10 since I can't tell if it's 0/10 or 10/10. It all feels the same.

 

[Flymiamibro22]

4/10

 

[thousandislandstare]

9/10
My depression and anxiety are very physical at the moment.
I feel a desperate need to talk to someone, but I don't know what anyone would do anyway.
I feel completely cornered and I don't have the wherewithal to navigate my situation.

 

[Defenestration]

6

 

[explosiveKai99]

8/10

My time is coming

 

[Defenestration]

4

 

[+lostdog+]

9/10
was supposed to CTB a couple weeks ago. didnt. had an extremely unpleasant exchange with some close friends, people i was supposed to move in with. no longer moving in with them. been spiraling for several days now and distracting myself by getting into petty fights online or playing video games. my time is near.

 

[Help_Me]

7/10 extremely overwhelmed with ctb thoughts

 

[Arboretum]

10