It feels like suicide is inevitable.

[LoveIsLonely]

I have been trying to "get better" over the past month but everything feels pointless. Going to work, therapy, taking medication and gong out and being social. It feels like no matter what I do I will inevitably fail I will only be older and worse off than before. It seems like suicide is the only way to avoid all of this needless suffering.

 

[pk@2001]

It's sad but this whole world is getting to cruel and we ourselves have been brought in this cruel world unjustly...

 

[LoveIsLonely]

It's sad but this whole world is getting to cruel and we ourselves have been brought in this cruel world unjustly...

No one ask to be born yet we are expected to be grateful for our suffering. It's a cruel joke

 

[crabclaw]

I kinda feel the same. No matter how much better I get, or how "happy" i feel, I have this nagging feeling in my mind that when I eventually die, it will be from suicide. Everything just gets bad again.

 

[am045]

same

 

[justgarbage]

yes ive felt like this forever. always known id kill myself just a matter of when

 

[LoveIsLonely]

I kinda feel the same. No matter how much better I get, or how "happy" i feel, I have this nagging feeling in my mind that when I eventually die, it will be from suicide. Everything just gets bad again.

I too feel like my death will be suicide no matter what.

 

[WhiteSkinRedBlood]

I'll never see a point in living, to be honest. Every day is dull and the same. And everything will end anyways. Might as well let it be sooner rather than later.

 

[juna]

I have never seen a point of life even when I was an 8 year old kid. It is just stupid. Why even live? No idea how others continue to enjoy life. What is so wrong with us!

 

[Chrysbryl]

It's so unfair how most of humanity get functioning nervous systems while a minority are seemingly glitched from the beginning with no solution to it, add to that the state of the climate, birth lottery, politics, luck for accidents, and everyday meaningless effort for no real logical reason besides the simple reward-punishment response that keeps our species moving until next hour. Never will be anything more than a tragic existence. I know I'll CBT in less than a couple of years, if not this one

 

[Help_Me]

I've been feeling like this since 11 or 12 years old and idk why..

 

[jakethesnake]

I have never seen a point of life even when I was an 8 year old kid. It is just stupid. Why even live? No idea how others continue to enjoy life. What is so wrong with us!

We have no dopamine.