I've recently gotten out of the psych ward and I'm already back at it again lol
my best friend and fp doesn't want to talk to me anymore after my last attempt and nothing has really changed except I have really bad anxiety now
my plan is as follows:
* 15g of chloroquine
* 300mg of diazepam
* 300mg of midazolam
I've already ordered the chloroquine and diazepam on DH so I'll only have to order the midazolam
the plan is a bit of a deviation from the usual chloroquine OD that involves zopiclone but I've read bad things about using zopiclone (with people being awake when the chloroquine's effects started) while I haven't found any evidence that diazepam counteracts the effects of the chloroquine
the 300mg + 300mg combination is from the amitriptyline protocol on the Farewell Wiki
I chose this method since I can access the required drugs, it seems quite peaceful and since the expected time to death is around 2-3 hours so I won't be found after 15 hours like last time
also I'm not planning to ctb right away because I might into therapy but I've already gotten 2 rejections for being too mentally ill
I really wish this life could be something for me but it doesn't seem like it
my best friend and fp doesn't want to talk to me anymore after my last attempt and nothing has really changed except I have really bad anxiety now
my plan is as follows:
* 15g of chloroquine
* 300mg of diazepam
* 300mg of midazolam
I've already ordered the chloroquine and diazepam on DH so I'll only have to order the midazolam
the plan is a bit of a deviation from the usual chloroquine OD that involves zopiclone but I've read bad things about using zopiclone (with people being awake when the chloroquine's effects started) while I haven't found any evidence that diazepam counteracts the effects of the chloroquine
the 300mg + 300mg combination is from the amitriptyline protocol on the Farewell Wiki
I chose this method since I can access the required drugs, it seems quite peaceful and since the expected time to death is around 2-3 hours so I won't be found after 15 hours like last time
also I'm not planning to ctb right away because I might into therapy but I've already gotten 2 rejections for being too mentally ill
I really wish this life could be something for me but it doesn't seem like it
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