Method Chloroquine OD

[carfemtanyl]

I've recently gotten out of the psych ward and I'm already back at it again lol
my best friend and fp doesn't want to talk to me anymore after my last attempt and nothing has really changed except I have really bad anxiety now

my plan is as follows:
* 15g of chloroquine
* 300mg of diazepam
* 300mg of midazolam

I've already ordered the chloroquine and diazepam on DH so I'll only have to order the midazolam

the plan is a bit of a deviation from the usual chloroquine OD that involves zopiclone but I've read bad things about using zopiclone (with people being awake when the chloroquine's effects started) while I haven't found any evidence that diazepam counteracts the effects of the chloroquine
the 300mg + 300mg combination is from the amitriptyline protocol on the Farewell Wiki

I chose this method since I can access the required drugs, it seems quite peaceful and since the expected time to death is around 2-3 hours so I won't be found after 15 hours like last time

also I'm not planning to ctb right away because I might into therapy but I've already gotten 2 rejections for being too mentally ill

I really wish this life could be something for me but it doesn't seem like it

 

[fitoo5999]

I've recently gotten out of the psych ward and I'm already back at it again lol
my best friend and fp doesn't want to talk to me anymore after my last attempt and nothing has really changed except I have really bad anxiety now

my plan is as follows:
* 15g of chloroquine
* 300mg of diazepam
* 300mg of midazolam

I've already ordered the chloroquine and diazepam on DH so I'll only have to order the midazolam

the plan is a bit of a deviation from the usual chloroquine OD that involves zopiclone but I've read bad things about using zopiclone (with people being awake when the chloroquine's effects started) while I haven't found any evidence that diazepam counteracts the effects of the chloroquine
the 300mg + 300mg combination is from the amitriptyline protocol on the Farewell Wiki

I chose this method since I can access the required drugs, it seems quite peaceful and since the expected time to death is around 2-3 hours so I won't be found after 15 hours like last time

also I'm not planning to ctb right away because I might into therapy but I've already gotten 2 rejections for being too mentally ill

I really wish this life could be something for me but it doesn't seem like it

I didn't find chloroquine on the dark web, I've been looking all day.

 

[carfemtanyl]

I found it on DH

 

[fitoo5999]

Well I was on there but could not find it. Protocol say 10g of chloroquine. Do you trust it?

I found it on DH

 

[carfemtanyl]

I will go with 15g since that is a blister and also to be extra sure
I might also add 100mg of digoxin

 

[imagonner]

I've recently gotten out of the psych ward and I'm already back at it again lol
my best friend and fp doesn't want to talk to me anymore after my last attempt and nothing has really changed except I have really bad anxiety now

my plan is as follows:
* 15g of chloroquine
* 300mg of diazepam
* 300mg of midazolam

I've already ordered the chloroquine and diazepam on DH so I'll only have to order the midazolam

the plan is a bit of a deviation from the usual chloroquine OD that involves zopiclone but I've read bad things about using zopiclone (with people being awake when the chloroquine's effects started) while I haven't found any evidence that diazepam counteracts the effects of the chloroquine
the 300mg + 300mg combination is from the amitriptyline protocol on the Farewell Wiki

I chose this method since I can access the required drugs, it seems quite peaceful and since the expected time to death is around 2-3 hours so I won't be found after 15 hours like last time

also I'm not planning to ctb right away because I might into therapy but I've already gotten 2 rejections for being too mentally ill

I really wish this life could be something for me but it doesn't seem like it

come again? you ve got 2 rejections for receiving therapy because you re too mentally ill?

 

[fitoo5999]

I will go with 15g since that is a blister and also to be extra sure
I might also add 100mg of digoxin

It is like 800 pills man. Sounds crazy amount

 

[carfemtanyl]

come again? you ve got 2 rejections for receiving therapy because you re too mentally ill?

yes, they don't think they can help me
I guess they don't want to be blamed if I ctb

 

[imagonner]

yes, they don't think they can help me
I guess they don't want to be blamed if I ctb

so what are you supposed to do then? get better magically?

 

[carfemtanyl]

I guess they want me to die or something

 

[carfemtanyl]

okay the chloroquine, diazepam and midazolam are all ordered now
I have a tracking number for the chloroquine but the India Post website is down so I can't check its status

 

[fitoo5999]

okay the chloroquine, diazepam and midazolam are all ordered now
I have a tracking number for the chloroquine but the India Post website is down so I can't check its status

Now I understand. All of it come from India on DW so you are better of if you are there

 

[Tfgru]

Now I understand. All of it come from India on DW so you are better of if you are there

can you tell me what is DW or dm me?

 

[fitoo5999]

can you tell me what is DW or dm me?

Dark web.

 

[Tfgru]

Dark web.

how do you get access without being suspicious; you can dm me; i want to end this hell as soon as possible.

 

[fitoo5999]

how do you get access without being suspicious; you can dm me; i want to end this hell as soon as possible.

You can find it on this website. Many people have described the way. I won't tell you how to do it because I don't want to feel the guilt of anything.

 

[carfemtanyl]

I've successfully obtained the benzos, the chloroquine is still on its way.
I've also ordered 25g of chloroquine powder from a chemistry site in case my order gets intercepted by customs.