In memory of sasu users who passed away

[thaelyana]

i can't stop thinking about two of my friends today who must not be forgotten. You were such bright, funny, gentle, and affectionate people, trying your absolute best to move forward and find the light. I hope with all my heart that you have found peace.

@roommate - I miss your voice notes so much, just like your guitar and the pictures of your little dog. You left such a huge mark on me; you were one of my first real friends here.

@shediedatsea - you had such a beautiful soul, and the sweet nicknames you used to give me still echo. I am so sad I couldn't be there when you left, and I hope with all my being that you didn't suffer when you decided it was enough.

I am thinking of you with tears in my eyes, because you deserved so many wonderful things, so many soft and simple joys. Watch over yourselves, wherever you are

 

[interna]

@peacecomingsoon & @shesalreadygone - i hope you both are in a nicer, safer place now

 

[Macedonian1987]

@rozeske

Roza from Ethiopia. She was such a nice and kind person. I hope she is in a better place now. A place matching her goodness she had in her.

 

[Alexandra_]

I remember so many. May they rest in peace
@diopdawe
@Freedomm

 

[interna]

@peacecomingsoon & @shesalreadygone - i hope you both are in a nicer, safer place now

i made a mistake! i was told peacecomingsoon actually survived their attempt and was put in a ward afterwards . unsure whether or not they're out now, but nonetheless very sad

 

[LivedTooLong]

@MexicanTravels. I wish we could have spoken. Or rather I wish I hadn't been too afraid to try.

 

[maggineko]

I have complicated feelings about this. Lots of people are gone lately.
But someone has to remember them. I hope this post will persist even after having my own name on it.
@littlecutecorpse Always in our hearts.
My memory do not serve me well. i appreciate help recollecting the names

I know it was about 6 years ago (in 2020), but I came across Moonicide's goodbye thread after she CTB'd with SN and was heartbroken. I've been thinking about it often. She seemed like such a sweet soul. Hope she's resting easy now.

 

[whorror]

Althought I know what this forum is about, I can't help but feel sad and sorry for every user that we lost over the years. I never knew them or never talked with them, but it still hits me when I realise someone from here is gone. The thought that society and people in general failed so many kind people from here..

 

[ctb_warrior]

I pray to God that as they have passed on the other side, may they get eternal peace that they were seeking for so long and if there's an after life, may they get reincarnated into a beautiful life

Althought I know what this forum is about, I can't help but feel sad and sorry for every user that we lost over the years. I never knew them or never talked with them, but it still hits me when I realise someone from here is gone. The thought that society and people in general failed so many kind people from here..

True.. it hits hard to realise that some of the old posts were written by authors who are no longer on the planet

 

[Passenger4224]

Adding @chiikawalover616 to this list. She created the short film SUICIDELAND that got over a million views on YouTube.

She made a goodbye thread here, and a moderator of her YT channel posted in the video's comments saying she passed away.

I recommend watching the film, it is a beautiful animation that delivers a powerful message. She was very talented, I am very sad her life came to this. I am thankful she stuck around long enough to share her creation to the world and give us suicidal people a voice.

 

[silverbell]

I feel like crying looking at some of these names. I used to read these people's posts and would relate to them. I left this site a year ago because I thought I was getting better but here I am yet again. I miss these people even though I never interacted with them.

 

[delinquentsandwich]

@100memoryleaks

her account is gone now but sometimes still think about her
I related to her in a lot of ways
I hope she is resting well

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

heres a poem i like that i hope can be comforting for anyone who has lost a friend on here

Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.

Everything remains exactly as it was.
I am I, and you are you,
and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.

Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.

Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it.

Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was.
There is absolute and unbroken continuity.
What is this death but a negligible accident?

Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval,
somewhere very near,
just round the corner.

All is well.
Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!

 

[matsuzaka]

@2ndme @flandre0407

two people i happened to become friends with online for a good while before their passings, shockingly both from victoria australia v~v
me and flan actually had matching ita bags of a character called jungle pocket, i miss her a lot

rest easy both of you, i hope things are better on the other side, and that i can one day join you

 

[Help_Me]

Still remember people here from 2018-2019, i know for sure some of them have passed away... idk why am i still breathing though. Crazy to think about, but i've met one guy in real for 2-3 times and he shared all his thoughts and pain. Still uneasy to recollect that, life is so shattered sometimes.