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Suicide Discussion

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  • Poll
Discussion Were you under the impression that CTB is easy before becoming suicidal? Poll
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11
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837
Heavenbound
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O
Venting Witnessing someone trying
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4
Views
707
Catastrofe
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CTB Dream
Repet sffer
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2
Views
933
BroodingBleu
BroodingBleu
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I would like to spread awareness about suicidality
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3
Views
534
loopdaloop
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Venting I’m in immense emotional suffering
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1
Views
696
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ScottPilgram
Bipolar Disorder and saying goodbye
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18
Views
1K
theboy
theboy
Lost in a Dream
Discussion Probably Going to CTB Next Tuesday or Wednesday
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16
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2K
Letgo
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Venting Who’s crazy? Us or them?
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10
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
chr74
Example Partial Hanging Position
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5
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3K
chr74
chr74
FrostedHoax
Normal People
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7
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1K
CloudyNight
CloudyNight
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Help I need some crucial information regarding inert gas method
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4
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1K
justastranger
justastranger
Catching_the_bus
Need information about SA (sodium azide)
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3
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1K
justastranger
justastranger
Emptied_soul
Method How good of a method is mixing Benzos and alcohol?
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1
Views
866
that smell
that smell
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Discussion How to make sure i go through with killing myself and which method to use
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1
Views
571
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StaticCryBabye
Help How could i stop backing out from my suicide attempts
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6
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Question
Can someone tell me where to buy Sodium Nitrite in EU?
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6
Views
921
Disaster
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NSFW I just embarrassed myself so hard
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8
Views
2K
looking_beyond
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corpsive
Would I need to take less SN if I'm underweight + anemic?
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15
Views
708
cherry7
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terminalending
What would be the ideal rope for partial suspension?
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2
Views
756
terminalending
terminalending
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Discussion How Do Online Pharmacies Work?
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4
Views
791
cherry7
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Method With a few minor modifications, my Exit Bag setup is complete
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19
Views
1K
mrwizard11
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HitBlackVein
Venting I am in so much pain
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3
Views
478
HitBlackVein
HitBlackVein
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Discussion How lucky do you consider someone who has SN?
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36
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3K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
starrvingstar
NSFW kinks and depression
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18
Views
3K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
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Method Is risperadone OK as an AE?
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0
Views
520
feelingtrapped
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Help Planning on CTB Stabbing before Next Monday. Need info on where to stab. Multiple times.
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15
Views
2K
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Videos of people CTBing with SN?
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3
Views
1K
Bobert_Beniro
Bobert_Beniro
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Method Advice on my plan for my CTB - how many of these carbon monoxide canisters will I need?
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2
Views
630
Semoule7
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thebelljar
Venting idk what i should do
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4
Views
615
cutejellybean
cutejellybean
goddaydog
Venting Can’t stop thinking about dying and life’s purpose
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0
Views
389
goddaydog
goddaydog
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Can you do a partial hanging on a bunk bed?
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0
Views
380
nosoul
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How can you tell if a seller of SN is legit?
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1
Views
429
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Braindead Atheist
I'm tired of missing out
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3
Views
617
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
lovelydeath
I’m unloveable
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19
Views
1K
lovelydeath
lovelydeath
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Lil peep drug combo
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2
Views
466
vaguebluur
vaguebluur
A
Venting Loneliest Year of My Life
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3
Views
502
outrider567
O
W
Breaking a non-suicide pact
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5
Views
746
outrider567
O
D
Can’t find the right time to plan my ctb
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1
Views
370
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Indifferent non existant parents
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5
Views
836
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
Do you feel done with life? Doesn't even have to be negative...
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21
Views
901
user_name_here
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CTB Dream
Venting Internal head voice lost
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4
Views
681
noname223
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CTB Dream
Venting Zero ability do any thing
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5
Views
666
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
scarletstarlet
Discussion Want to CTB by but don’t want to traumatize my family when they find me
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8
Views
625
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting SN taken by a relative
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4
Views
734
Ume
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milk is sweet
Venting Maybe nothing can fix me anymore
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1
Views
414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
otoko
Venting What do you even do at this point?
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4
Views
528
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Disappointed
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4
Views
535
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pancake
Venting Nobody’s there
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2
Views
446
Lok1_/./
Lok1_/./
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VSED
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0
Views
476
cherry7
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BlackWednesday
It doesn't feel real
Replies
6
Views
838
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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