peace0

peace0

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May 27, 2023
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I just love being on this site, it's the only things that makes me feel that there are real people in the world, who doesn't fake shit just for sake, I've always thought of death my whole life, there was not a single day I won't think about my death, I always considered suicide as an option for me and somehow it gave me so much comfort than all those (live happily, life is short stuff) I dont care if my life is short I never liked being alive anyway , my whole life or existence up till now is still a miracle to me, just how come I was able to tolerate all that, it was NEVER really happy for me rather it was scary in every Fucking step of my way, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS, nobody cares, no one, I see all those so called fake people, just saying Hi (when ik u dont want me there anyway), my family always pretend they love me, I feel so frustrated in this world, visiting this website makes me feel so comforted, I never had a friend whom I could talk to about suicide or death, cuz everyone is just pretending this fake ass life, idk how they enjoy themselves in this world, all I see is pain and suffering, everyone is tired but they choose to pretend, I wish I could meet REAL people who don't pretend irl too, but still I'm happy to find this website
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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People can discuss whatever challenges them. Often sharing problems and solutions with others. It is real here.
Welcome!
 
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telro

telro

I'm just tired
May 21, 2023
57
I completely agree. I have never felt so free in my entire life
 
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peace0

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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,945
I've also always wished to not exist as well, to me the only comfort lies in the thought of permanently ceasing to exist, I've never wished to endure something so dreadful and futile as existing. But anyway I'm pleased for you that you found some benefit to being on here, I wish you the best.
 
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AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
297
I never felt that I could talk so openly about how depressed I feel, or the fact that I'm suicidal, or even my detailed suicide plan anywhere else.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
661
Most people are fake and pretentious anyway they will be like oh you are my friend whilst doing all sorts of sinister things behind your back … Most of these people that even have the friends, their friendship are also shallow with a lot of backstabbing and talking badly about each other as well so don't mind them, I just hope that you will complete your ctb successfully and find your eternal peace.
 
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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
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I just love being on this site, it's the only things that makes me feel that there are real people in the world, who doesn't fake shit just for sake, I've always thought of death my whole life, there was not a single day I won't think about my death, I always considered suicide as an option for me and somehow it gave me so much comfort than all those (live happily, life is short stuff) I dont care if my life is short I never liked being alive anyway , my whole life or existence up till now is still a miracle to me, just how come I was able to tolerate all that, it was NEVER really happy for me rather it was scary in every Fucking step of my way, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS, nobody cares, no one, I see all those so called fake people, just saying Hi (when ik u dont want me there anyway), my family always pretend they love me, I feel so frustrated in this world, visiting this website makes me feel so comforted, I never had a friend whom I could talk to about suicide or death, cuz everyone is just pretending this fake ass life, idk how they enjoy themselves in this world, all I see is pain and suffering, everyone is tired but they choose to pretend, I wish I could meet REAL people who don't pretend irl too, but still I'm happy to find this website
Hey, I perfectly know how you are feeling right now. I am just here to say that if you want to talk I am here. But I am not saying this because I want you to consider me as a "real" person or something like that, but because I don't really know if I will make it past this week and I would like to do maybe something good before I go or at least try. The reality is that it doesn't really matter if you send me a message or not, because my life will go on (or not) anyways, but since we have the same problem maybe you won't feel judged or emphatised by me. So if you want to reach out to me, feel free to do it in chat, I would also like to talk with someone that has my prospective. Wish you all the best anyways.
 
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Deleted User#81194

Staring into space
May 26, 2023
76
I just joined 2 days ago and already addicted to this site. So many useful information on how to die, there isn't any place like it.
 
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chronos

chronos

Exhausted with worry.
Apr 23, 2023
1
I just love being on this site, it's the only things that makes me feel that there are real people in the world, who doesn't fake shit just for sake, I've always thought of death my whole life, there was not a single day I won't think about my death, I always considered suicide as an option for me and somehow it gave me so much comfort than all those (live happily, life is short stuff) I dont care if my life is short I never liked being alive anyway , my whole life or existence up till now is still a miracle to me, just how come I was able to tolerate all that, it was NEVER really happy for me rather it was scary in every Fucking step of my way, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS, nobody cares, no one, I see all those so called fake people, just saying Hi (when ik u dont want me there anyway), my family always pretend they love me, I feel so frustrated in this world, visiting this website makes me feel so comforted, I never had a friend whom I could talk to about suicide or death, cuz everyone is just pretending this fake ass life, idk how they enjoy themselves in this world, all I see is pain and suffering, everyone is tired but they choose to pretend, I wish I could meet REAL people who don't pretend irl too, but still I'm happy to find this website
Well said, I completely agree and feel the same way. I've been ready to go for awhile.
 
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DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
239
I feel comforted knowing this site is here. It is nice to have a place where I can talk openly about my death without worrying if someone is going to hospitalize me for it.
 
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peace0

peace0

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May 27, 2023
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Most people are fake and pretentious anyway they will be like oh you are my friend whilst doing all sorts of sinister things behind your back … Most of these people that even have the friends, their friendship are also shallow with a lot of backstabbing and talking badly about each other as well so don't mind them, I just hope that you will complete your ctb successfully and find your eternal peace.
yeah, I hope everything goes as planned
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
661
yeah, I hope everything goes as planned
If anything happens I will find other ways to complete ctb since there is so many different methods to do so… one of my hero's completed her ctb within minutes, when her friend had just popped out to the shops, I truly admire her.. What a remarkable woman…. Just to add a bit even if they fake their lives, don't worry about them since you will be able to escape this world soon and find your eternal peace….
 
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agonysgrin

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May 5, 2023
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I just love being on this site, it's the only things that makes me feel that there are real people in the world, who doesn't fake shit just for sake, I've always thought of death my whole life, there was not a single day I won't think about my death, I always considered suicide as an option for me and somehow it gave me so much comfort than all those (live happily, life is short stuff) I dont care if my life is short I never liked being alive anyway , my whole life or existence up till now is still a miracle to me, just how come I was able to tolerate all that, it was NEVER really happy for me rather it was scary in every Fucking step of my way, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS, nobody cares, no one, I see all those so called fake people, just saying Hi (when ik u dont want me there anyway), my family always pretend they love me, I feel so frustrated in this world, visiting this website makes me feel so comforted, I never had a friend whom I could talk to about suicide or death, cuz everyone is just pretending this fake ass life, idk how they enjoy themselves in this world, all I see is pain and suffering, everyone is tired but they choose to pretend, I wish I could meet REAL people who don't pretend irl too, but still I'm happy to find this website
I finally found a place where people share there feelings, where I can be me with my traumas my sad thoughts but also my likes and opinions and I don't feel judged. This site is amazing 🙂
 
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WaffleWoman

WaffleWoman

Ready to sleep
May 16, 2023
178
This site is the first and only place i have been able to truly speak my mind on things, It feels great to actually be able to talk about suicide in a open way without judgment from others.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm glad that I found this site, unfortunately a bit too late. I always thought I'm almost alone with my plan to exit my terrible life and there's nobody around to talk about it anyway. But there are many others out there sharing similar, sometimes unsolvable issues that can only be solved by CTBing. And this is a good feeling.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I agree. I think this is a very special place for a lot of people. I wish the people who crticised it could see how much of a comfort it is to many people.
 
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SoftWorries

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Feb 22, 2023
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I agree. I think this is a very special place for a lot of people. I wish the people who crticised it could see how much of a comfort it is to many people.
The people that criticise it cannot understand because they have plenty of other comforts
 
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blackheart

Member
Jun 13, 2022
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I just love being on this site, it's the only things that makes me feel that there are real people in the world, who doesn't fake shit just for sake, I've always thought of death my whole life, there was not a single day I won't think about my death, I always considered suicide as an option for me and somehow it gave me so much comfort than all those (live happily, life is short stuff) I dont care if my life is short I never liked being alive anyway , my whole life or existence up till now is still a miracle to me, just how come I was able to tolerate all that, it was NEVER really happy for me rather it was scary in every Fucking step of my way, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS, nobody cares, no one, I see all those so called fake people, just saying Hi (when ik u dont want me there anyway), my family always pretend they love me, I feel so frustrated in this world, visiting this website makes me feel so comforted, I never had a friend whom I could talk to about suicide or death, cuz everyone is just pretending this fake ass life, idk how they enjoy themselves in this world, all I see is pain and suffering, everyone is tired but they choose to pretend, I wish I could meet REAL people who don't pretend irl too, but still I'm happy to find this website
Welcome! I love this space too because I don't have to pretend that I love life just because I am alive! I consider suicide an option too and I detest people who want to demonize it and treat us like people who need to go in rehab. I don't think I need reahb, I just want to be able to end my life when I decide to do so. End of!

Too much fakeness out there. Society and people suck! This place at least is truthful, genuine and authentic.
 
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peace0

Member
May 27, 2023
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Hey, I perfectly know how you are feeling right now. I am just here to say that if you want to talk I am here. But I am not saying this because I want you to consider me as a "real" person or something like that, but because I don't really know if I will make it past this week and I would like to do maybe something good before I go or at least try. The reality is that it doesn't really matter if you send me a message or not, because my life will go on (or not) anyways, but since we have the same problem maybe you won't feel judged or emphatised by me. So if you want to reach out to me, feel free to do it in chat, I would also like to talk with someone that has my prospective. Wish you all the best anyways.
Thanks, I really appreciate ur words but I dont really know if I will be able to talk cuz ik it won't change anything, Idk what u r going through to make the decision and still willing talk to someone, honestly, I don't want to reach out to anyone (for help) but we can talk if u want
 
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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
Thanks, I really appreciate ur words but I dont really know if I will be able to talk cuz ik it won't change anything, Idk what u r going through to make the decision and still willing talk to someone, honestly, I don't want to reach out to anyone (for help) but we can talk if u want
For me it's ok to talk, I'm not trying to help bc ik how frustrating it is when ur just trying to explain ys and let go some rage and still being emphatised by someone. So if you wanna talk just send me a message :)
 

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