peace0
Member
- May 27, 2023
- 18
I just love being on this site, it's the only things that makes me feel that there are real people in the world, who doesn't fake shit just for sake, I've always thought of death my whole life, there was not a single day I won't think about my death, I always considered suicide as an option for me and somehow it gave me so much comfort than all those (live happily, life is short stuff) I dont care if my life is short I never liked being alive anyway , my whole life or existence up till now is still a miracle to me, just how come I was able to tolerate all that, it was NEVER really happy for me rather it was scary in every Fucking step of my way, I'M SO TIRED OF THIS, nobody cares, no one, I see all those so called fake people, just saying Hi (when ik u dont want me there anyway), my family always pretend they love me, I feel so frustrated in this world, visiting this website makes me feel so comforted, I never had a friend whom I could talk to about suicide or death, cuz everyone is just pretending this fake ass life, idk how they enjoy themselves in this world, all I see is pain and suffering, everyone is tired but they choose to pretend, I wish I could meet REAL people who don't pretend irl too, but still I'm happy to find this website