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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Anyone here trying to live, but keeping CTB as an option?
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illvoid
illvoid
-FrozenRobot-
Help This is the composition and quality check of the SN im going to buy. I directly messaged the manufacturer to get this. Experts of SS, would this work?
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0
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400
-FrozenRobot-
-FrozenRobot-
FuneralCry
Venting The suicide discussion section on here shouldnā€™t be for ā€œrecoveryā€
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6
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972
leavingsoon99
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xthebesttrash:3
New sn?
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3
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503
Goodgirlryeo101
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enviro400mmc
Even if 'it gets better' might be true it isn't really consolation at this point
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6
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705
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
musicistheonlything
Venting THE TIME IS NIGH
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4
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497
Forever Sleep
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highjumping
Venting i feel nothing and nobody cares so i wanna finally catch that fucking bus
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5
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777
flapjax
flapjax
CicadaShell
Bye
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19
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2K
thgilrats
thgilrats
SpiderLink
I hate my life
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8
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873
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
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It's happening. Urgent advice
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3
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761
Worndown
Worndown
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
  • Poll
How many suicide attempts have you made?
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41
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3K
thgilrats
thgilrats
Exact Change
The cycle has to end
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4
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552
imbroken
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kimikatachibana
Venting vent
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2
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408
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
t0rch
Discussion This is it, I guess.
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9
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2K
NoOneLovesMiMi
NoOneLovesMiMi
I
  • Question
Method Got SN yesterday and about to ctb. I took Clonazepam, domperidone awaiting SN drink Wish me luck. Using dessert spoon as weighing scale not available
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11
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2K
thgilrats
thgilrats
thegolden
Have you ever imagined if you could get your hands on the chemical used in lethal injections?
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5
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559
eashanm
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suicidalcatlady
How much time do I need to block off for a sn attempt?
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1
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397
MusicEnjoyer:D
MusicEnjoyer:D
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Does the process of death start when the decision is made to ctb?
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7
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653
Valky
Valky
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I have a date set for completing my CTB
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2
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560
Goodgirlryeo101
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That's Not Me
I finally gave up
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8
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718
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
N
The German people, many German politicians and journalists do not want to save my life
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13
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988
noname223
N
a_french_guy
Discussion The harsh reality...
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8
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755
a_french_guy
a_french_guy
F
Discussion Killing yourself to avoid the future.
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38
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3K
StillBreathing
StillBreathing
jawdropped123
Venting I got to find peace of mind
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5
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526
charlotte_
charlotte_
crimsonpool
Venting just angry all the time
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5
Views
597
kimikatachibana
kimikatachibana
N
Venting SchizophrƩnia
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0
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386
numbed one
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bloomingdark
How does anxiety affects you? Would it change your decision to ctb if you didn't have it?
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20
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894
BoredomSeeker
BoredomSeeker
flapjax
Venting Iā€™m not ready for any of this
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3
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682
whatevs
whatevs
D
Best ctb letters
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0
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406
deomlez
D
InTheDarkAlone
Should I document my method?
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12
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934
InTheDarkAlone
InTheDarkAlone
singularity3
Venting F*CK THE POLICE
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3
Views
955
picklemick
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nureinFuchs
Here I am, staring at the void again...
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3
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699
nureinFuchs
nureinFuchs
ShadowSleeper
Iā€™m making a plan
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2
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499
ShadowSleeper
ShadowSleeper
gardenofaphrodite
Venting I donā€™t know what I want anymore | Iā€™m just going on a venting spree
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8
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582
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting I was just thinking how having more money would actually make me happier
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12
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672
macrocosm
M
S
Just gotta vent a little - plus attempting hanging soon
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8
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516
inmyhead
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CTB Dream
Venting Body evolve wrong
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4
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898
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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For those who woke up from an attempt: how did u feel?
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48
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4K
Goodgirlryeo101
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Embalmer
Discussion How did you feel knowing a fellow user successfully ctb?
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17
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1K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
Dawns
advice on how to get an antiemetic?
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7
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1K
just_so_done
J
hella.physched
Help How do I successfully jump?
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8
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1K
piercedheart
piercedheart
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Probably going to have to jump
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29
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1K
LongingForRest
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A
What does it matter?
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3
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441
Hystearical
Hystearical
To-Equestria
Goodbye, I'm going to be doing the night-night method tonight. Still available to chat until then.
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33
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2K
Charlie-Bravo
Charlie-Bravo
light.house.71
Venting The little ā€œyou donā€™t matterā€ messages that add up every day
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4
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655
Hystearical
Hystearical
Geodude77
Story Shit just gets worse
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1
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507
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MusicGuy
Discussion Do you have a "perfect day" in mind?
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4
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501
Hystearical
Hystearical
D
Venting first post here
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3
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508
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Housefly
Help Zoloft math to catch that fucking bus already
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10
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1K
SwimmingBl1mp
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per_aspera_ad_astra
losing contact with someone i love-feeling constantly suicidal
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7
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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